Single hood VS Relationship

I remember when I sent you that text to wish you Happy New Year! It was some minutes after 12 O Clock and I knew the thought would go a long way and scored me some points in the future. And guess what? It did

I had met her weeks before the holidays but no foundation was built as yet on whether we were compatible or maybe people with no common interest. It was all still in the air. I was playing it verry cool with a capital K.lol
No excessive type desperate calling but simple subtle messages not the annoy you but to make sure I wasn't forgotten.

We caught each other online during one early morning and this did me some justice, for one because I knew the impression she had of me was probably stereotypical and it give me a chance to prove I was more than my baggy jeans, matching fitted hat, timberland's boots and a bag of swagger.lol

I used whatever charm I inherited from my mother and poppa and elsewhere and by the end of your hour long conversation I managed to set up a date for the weekend. Not getting my hopes too high cos I know girls can always come up with excuses to cancel

The Friday before the date I had been to the studio for a session and because things are looking good for this year, I was very excited and enthusiastic and it showed on my date with QUIN. I left a really great first impression on her. I converted from the T-shirt and threw on a dress shirt(button up) and some clean pairs of dress shoes and took her to a nice spot for dinner.

She told me she took a chance with me and the moment she saw me she didn't expect what she had behold but she was glad to have made the decision. We spoke all night and the date went flawless, as she shoaked up all the lyrics I was rapping to her. She said I made her very comfortable which was unusually cos must guys don't get her that comfortable on the first date. Where have I heard that before?

After we digested our foods, we took a stroll around the block, enjoying the perfect weather we were having especially for early January in Canada. You didn't have to be a rocket scientist to know there was chemistry between us. We held a corner and embraced each other with pleasant delight, snuggling up together in the night breeze rubbing ourselves warm as if the mall's heat wasn't good enough. But we wanted to be alone, so we stayed outside
She stared into my eyes with comfort and a warm smile from a feeling of what seemed like a new beginning between us both.

She's a great kisser, a virgin, 20, a christian who admits she's not perfect, takes part in the church choir, plays the steel drum. She's Trinidadian. We hit it off great but even though we're aware of liking each other our future is still undefined but we've discuss our concerns gracefully

NOW TO THE DEBATING ISSUE

It was my cousin's (L-Easy's) B-Day party this weekend and boy oh boy did we have fun. It was me. him, his two brothers, 2 of our next cousins, with friends & baby mamma, his boss(a cool white guy), his co-work+wife and then about six females friends and yeah Dave and Raul who got kicked out n was later arrested and released in the morning.lol. Man we was dranking, dancing, partying n bullshit

I knew some of the females from my cousins place from "back in the days" but they had brought along some new ones. One in particularly who caught my attention. She seemed quiet, so I asked her friend(the one I knew from before) what was her friends name. She said
Nigga, why don't you man the fuck up and go find out.lol. We go way back or else I would have showed her what the 5 fingers said to the face. just kidding, we were having fun. I laughted

I didn't step to her friend: Señorita, until I felt naturally to do so and had came up with something origianal to say, something that would leave room for a continious conversation and not something stupid shit. Lets just say I made a good impression.
We even danced to salsa. owwwwww.lol

So the next day I was at her apartment right! lol. I spent the night, just cozy cuddling, no sex. She had this thing, where she believed kissing is to be shared with someone special and well known and that it was almost more important than sex it self. She didn't want either of us becoming too clingy too fast cos welllll.. she has a child and the obvious that comes with that

Yawl tell me if am asking for trouble? She has a....How do you say? How do you say? yeah, I sorta a crazy, (sorta)sociopathic baby daddy.
who she's in court with battling with baby daddy issues. They have this court arrangement where he can't be on her permisses. So on weekends when he returns the child they meet outside of the back of a Starbucks parking lot for the drop off n pick up.

Tell me what am doing waiting inside the Starbucks, drinking a chocolate Mocha,(cutting a 10(legs crossed) fitting in with those people who like to sit and read over coffee, wishing I had my laptop to feed my ego.lol. I kid) while she handled her back door deal

It was dark outside and I remember her telling me her baby daddy drove a black Chevy Denali(SUV)When she tapped on the window after getting her child. I came out. I saw the Denila turned at the light I was crossing while she was up ahead, I kept a slow pace and watched that this fool didn't pull a U-Turn. He didn't

Their baby is a sweetheart, made up of Italian, Portuguese and Spanish from her mother's side and Jamaican from her father's side. The kid took a real liking to mommies new friend. she came running to give me a kiss after another while I was laying on the cough just before her mother put her to bed. That was about 8:45 and I was supposed to leave at around 12:00 but yawl know how it is when its cold outside and everything is going so great you just don't want to leave? So we held each other, watching 2 movies

Its not like the girl can't have a friend right? She's not to be judged wrongfully for tryna have a life outside of her Baby Daddy's confines. She puts her daughter first, she respectful, loving, smart, a business minded sales person, with plans to inherit of fathers business and she very hospitable n neat.

I love the way she play with my nappy head, hands and fingers, neck and chest and can lay around for hours doing sweet nothing.
Quin called while we were together and I told Señorita our situation and asked her if I was in the wrong for what I was doing, being that me and Quin haven't yet defined our relationship n all

Am deciding to tell Quin tonight about last night just to be fair, I might leave out some details though.

Single hood VS Relationship, I have a decision to make, or do I?
oh DL you gotta proofread this for me cos I was in a rush posting this, OK pimping? love ya