Just for Today

Just for Today
ENJOYING MY HOLIDAY

Going Out To Princesa....

I dedicate the song playing to you,
cos I remembered you said you love Love Songs.
and besides The Happy Birthday song is soo cliché anyways

Well, This is a sexy love song to let you know that
you're loved from near and afar. Okay Its a little over-the-top but.....
Here's a Little poem, Happy Birthday and enjoy

Princesa

Twice a lady and a princess indeed.
You've came to my rescue, when I was in trouble and in need.

And even though we are oceans apart.
Your kind words have managed to enlightened my heart

I've come to respect you like a dare friend or a family member
Wishing you a Happy Birthday and I wanting you to remember

You're an example of a great women and a Caring person
May god bless your soul and fill your life with great fortune(s)

If I was rich, You would Have gotten Diamonds and Pearls
But since am not quite there yet,(lol) please accept these kind words

Happy Birthday From G to P

30+ part2 = a good time

Continuing from where I left off
with my heart beating with excitement
and my Mind floating with fantasies
I was hoping for the best
It was my first time to her apartment
Our first one on one sit down conversation together, ever!
Here We Go

She opens the door to her room, entered as I fllowed. Her room complimented her style. She had a Hugh King or Queen size Bed well spread. I couln't help but notice the red shades/drakes matching her decorative bed sheets.

I stood for a minute admiring my surroundings, while letting her settle in and get comfortable knowing she'd just got in from work. 30+ was undressing and changing into a long t-shirt and turned to me and said: You can have a seat,you know?

I said: Oh, and took a seat on her bed
30+: Not on my Bed Mutha Faucka! I don't know where your ass has been! lol

DID I FORGET TO MENTION. 30+ ALWAYS WANTED ME TO KNOW SHE WAS OLDER AND IN CHARGE
SO I SHOULDN'T TRY AND TALK TO HER LIKE I DO TO THOSE OTHER LITTLE GIRLS MY AGE
Her words not mines. It was a challenge, I like it

G: yo my ass ain't dirty, what you trying to say?

30+: I know, its the principle mutha fucka, sit on the rest(love seat) by the bed front.

It was a little love seat for two, facing towards her television. I took a seat, it was a pleasure keeping her company, we spoke the whole time while she patiently went about what seemed like her daily after work routines

I had the "hots" for her and she knew it. She knew she was in charge of where the evening would go. I was just consciously trying to direct it with some of the wits I got. I must admit she didn't exactly state verbally why she invited me, I was just going with the flow(of things)

An hour passed and she had now rapped-up her evening chores, we were sitting very close, I was watching her more than I was watching the television
30+: What you looking at?
G: What, I can't look?

She planted a long kiss on me. Knowing this was the moment I was waiting for, I gently started to caress her, I wanted to make the kiss long and pleasurable enough to make her get wet,if she wanted already. And after a kiss with G, its usually where the talking cease and the action take over and so it was in this case

While engaging in this passionately long kiss, I read her body with my hands working my way around her to see how far she wanted to take this and seeing what spot turned her on the most

There wasn't enough room on the love seat so we stood up while embracing each other, she reached for my shirt over my head and threw it aside. She smiled and walked over to the bed and got beneath the covers. I took the rest of my clothes off and happily followed her. As I was about to climb onto the bed 30+ said in a sexy voice:
Ni99a did you take off your Soc? lol

Sorry, where are my manners I said lol

I climbed onto her silky soft body, taking time to cater to all her needs and find her weak spots, I kissed and licked her from her earlobes to her breast and nipples to her belly button. After about fifteen minutes of foreplay, I asked her If she had a condom Cos I didn't

She said Are you clean? I replied Yes. She said, Do you trust me? I replied Yes

I know what yawl thinking, its a long story..you had to be there to know....

I naturally don't do this (only with GFs) but I gave in and made an exception. Its been years since I went up in a girl co-jack(with no rubber)
I DON'T NOT RECOMMEND UNPROTECTED SEX

I stuck my well erected d!ck into her warm but soaking wet Pu$$y. I do have to admit, for me sex is better raw. I rode her missionary style until I felt like I was going to cum and told her to get on top of me and do the riding and you know its not over until I get to doggy style that ass.

The best part was after I had came and was laying back, she began giving me a blow job I'll never forget.


Now I knew why they say older women are the best

30 + =s a good time

Am till tried, can you tell?

30+

Update: Am too lazy to Update, but run along and come back tomorrow, I'll have something new for all then okay




It was a Friday afternoon, I had seen a friend(Keisha) of a lady that lived in my Building, I'll call her 30+ only because she was and not to be confused with the blogger 30+.

Prior to that Friday

I remember seeing 30+ around from time to time and on one faithful day I ran into her on the elevator. She was looking stunning as always, so I complimented her, asked her if she was married and told her I found her Beautiful and a smile of flattery illuminated her face. we left the conversation at that for the time being and exchanged goodbyes

Back to that Friday:

Me and Keisha stopped to speak for a while. I quickly asked her about her lady friend(30+), making her aware that I liked 30+ and was interested and wanted to get to know more about 30+

She told me her friend liked younger guys and 30+ wouldn't mind If she( Keisha) gave me her numbers. She even insisted on me calling her right at the moment, so I did

I spoke to 30+ and confirmed who I was, she was more than okay with me calling, so I took the opportunity to arrange a sit down or get together ASAP, cos ya boy don't play. 30+ told me she was on her way home from work and she would be home in about 30 minutes and later in the night we could get together and go see a movie or something

I was also on my way home, and upon arrival I saw her in the parking lot getting out of her car. With palms sweating and feeling a little unprepared but still excited, I held the lobby door open while she approached...and they say chivalry is dead....am a G....A total Gentlemen...lol

30+: Thank you very much
G: no problem, how was your day? dam you looking good
30+: this is nothing, just some work pants and shirt. Where you coming from?
G: Work myself too

At this point we entered the elevator, four walls and just us. Her hair was curly, I believe she was looking at some mails/letters, she had on those sexy black framed reading glasses...she was sooooo hot
The elevator doors opened, it was her stop, my back was against the elevator walls

G: so are you about that movie for later or what?
she said nothing just pulled me by the shirt off the elevator, leading me to her apartment...........

To be continued
What happen next yawl can't imagine!!!!

ONE WORD ANSWER/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS

I have been tagged by Monie(Aka Monie Lisa) to complete
THESE ONE WORD ANSWERED QUESTIONS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS
SO HERE WE GO

1. Yourself: Gemini

2. Your partner: Who?

3. Your hair: SHORT

4. Your mother: Loving

5. Your father: RESERVED

6. Your favorite item: MP3

7. Your dream last night: non

8. Your favorite drink: LOTS

9. Your dream car: PROWLER

10. The room you are in: MINES

11. Your ex: care-free

12. Your fear: SNAKES

13. What you want to be in 10 years: ESTABLISHED

14. Who you hung out with last night: HOMIES

15. What you're not: UNREASONABLE

16. Muffins: COOL

17: One of your wish list items: CAR

18: Time: INSUFFICIENT

19. The last thing you did: BACKSPACED

20. What you are wearing: BOXERS

21. Your favorite weather: COOL

22. Your favorite book: THINKING!

23. The last thing you ate: DUMPLINGS


24. Your life: ROUNDED

25. Your mood:COOL

26. Your best friend: Money

27. What you're thinking about right now: Bed

28. Your car: wanted

29. What you are doing at the moment: TYPING

30. Your summer: COOL

31. Your relationship status: SINGLE

32. What is on your TV: OFF

33. What is the weather like: COOL

34. When was the last time you laughed: YESTERDAY



LITTLE KNOWN FACTS:

I got this from Monie Lisa... It's pretty cool..

Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Tag A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I was named after a singer, Because my mother says that's all she listened to while I was in her belly. If I say the Musician name yawl would know my real name easily. hehehe

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
unbelievably, it was on Thursday at a funeral, but it was tears of joy while having a conversation at the reception for my Aunt who pasted away


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING
Nope

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT
fried fish

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hell yeah! Am the type of friend to always say ME TOO ie you wanta go clubbing? ME TOO, I got $20 on some food, ME TOO.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?
loves it

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS
I think so

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Hell no! Am not for that gut feeling one gets from dropping from high places

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Quaker Granola Oats, Honey & Raisins among others

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No, I have em laced to accommodate easy off and on access

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Body Mind and Soul baby

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
butterscotch among others

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
A sense of intimidation/ misunderstanding due to my hard exterior

15. RED OR PINK?
Red

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I am impatient, and it has cost me, time and time again

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST
All my Family Back home, it sucks having to leave all the people you were raised by to living reserved and isolated due to the widespread of the family who are here

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
Sure

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Red striped Boxers no shoes or pants

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Dumplings

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW ?
Holding day the years by Simply Red

22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Green

23. FAVORITE SMELLS ?
Probably Ganja,lol naw I like the smell of a bakery, clean laundry

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My cousin (L-easy)

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU ?
Monie Lisa.. of course

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Basketball, even though I don't really watch TV that often

27. HAIR COLOR?
Black

28. EYE COLOR?
Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope

30. FAVORITE FOOD ?
rice and pea and fried fish babbbby

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Its depends, but I like em realistic and meaningful, scary but both

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
300. Thank God you asked. I just wanted to share this with the world. I watched half of the movie 300 with some friends on friend night(boot leg 5 bucks no tax...fuck giving money to the Government...come on get me)great quality too. absolutely loved it
that my type of movie, i loved the settings, the lighting, the camera angle, and the art of fighting in the movie. This movie is in the same category as Troy and Gladiator. I love the way the ancient Greek and Romans are represented in films and in history, it might be exaggerated but their rein is another fascination of mines

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
I told you I am not wearing any shirt(just woke up) in fact Am not wearing nothing at all with my d!ck in my hand okay. lol I let yawl decided if Am joking or not. hehehe

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring/Summer not too cold not too hot

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
I like em both

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
nestle drum sticks, matter fact after talking about it, now I gotta go get one


37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Manda or Princes or sparkle or Am a Babe or Pink Satin

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND
Ugo D or Am a Babe

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
does a pamphlet from Jehovah's Witness count

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Nothing, don't need or have one

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT?
nothing, didn't watch TV last night

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Music

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles, but I can't recall too many songs of either, come to think of it, I can't recall any of each right now

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME
from my home in Jamaica, Canada, from my home in Canada, Jamaica. The States otherwise

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT
ask about my head game, other wise, my talent is music ie rapping and making beats

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Manchester Grove place, Jamaica

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO CHECKING OUT?
Yours

My Caribana Weekend

I didn't go to the Caribana parade this year because Carlos'(one of the dudes I was supposed to go with) friend was incarcerated for a mishapping that took place weeks before Caribana, so Carlos went to pay him a visit

After getting my hair cut and going back home to get ready, I called my cousin and he told me, he had a girl on her way to his house, so I should let him "deal with her", send her home and than afterwards I should get ready to leave for him place

I wasn't mad or disappointed at all. It was just past noon, the sun was blistering hot, sitting in the middle of the sky and I didn't want to be sweating and messing up my new gears in the parade, so this gave me a chance to rest my bones before heading out to my cousins place (in my old neighborhood), where we would all leave for the aftermath of the Caribana Parade

What yawl gotta understand is, the Caribana is only one day from about 10 to 6, but the aftermath last for the whole long weekend, so lots more fun was still ahead.

Before arriving to my cousin's House(apartment)I stopped at the liquor store to grab some "potion" to "get right" before heading downtown where the party continued. Upon arrival to my cousins place we also picked up some "Bob Marley"...no not Cd's.lol

The phone calls start coming in, Johnny a friend who happened to have gone to the parade with his girl, tells us to hurry up. After a few more swig of our "potion", we boarded our bus, on our way downtown Toronto.

Not even 2 stops and my cousin says:
yo, check out 12 o clock coming on the bus, I had her in my room the other night, sucking on her titties but she didn't want to give the goods up. Then I saw the girl
am like: Yo, I remember her, she used to work up the street, I wanted to stuff her from way back. You did what? owwwwww

About midway downtown it became evident at one single subway stop that this was the Caribana weekend. WHY? Cause the train became swarmed with black people and black people only. You would have thought it was the Soul train or something, everybody was dressed like they were ready for a video shoot or a cameo
I said to my cousin: I bet you won't find alot of "Tommys" or "Jennifers" today huh ni99a? lol

On arrival to Young street(Young & Dundas), the street only had 4 Things, Ni99as,Babes,Polices and what seemed like a car show, all of each back to back to back. I was there for 3 reasons, to have fun, to socialize with beautiful babes and to see people that I haven't seen for a long time, cos If ever there was a place, this was it. It was like the inside of a club on Young street for these few days, except it was the streets, which to me was even better, more breathing space and no cover charge to get in.

I knew my cousin wasn't the type to roam the street all night, like I was(occasionally), so after bar hopping and getting even more inebriated with him, Johnny, his girlfriend and some other friends, I was fortunate to come across some friends from my high school days, but this wasn't before I exited the bar my cousin and our friends were in to get some fresh air, cause I was "fcuked up"

This was when I saw a stampede of people running, jumping over things, bottles smashing against the wall or concrete and people screaming like shots were fired running towards me. I swear this shit happens every year, the f..ked up part is that nobody really knows why they are running, just following the crowd. Stupid F..ks!

When they got closer I ran (well walked) inside the bar casually, I sat in the corner away from the windows where my cousin and friends were. They saw the crowd and started laughing saying I ran cause I was scared. I didn't run yawl
Like if I got shot they would pay my hospital bill. Hiss

Moments later I went back outside and that's when I saw my 2 two friends accompanied by their older bother and a entourage of people.
These dudes were rolling "Deep" 3 cars and about 7 dudes in total, so I left my cousin, he was preoccupied anyways, My night took a turn for the better, or so I thought.

Rolling with these dude was more fun because, It wasn't any girls amounts us, we covered more ground, saw and hollered at more babes. We also came across some more dudes we knew from high school: Kai and Marcus. Kai was rowdy as usual. I didn't approve of this, but it was funny

Me and my new found entourage were all leaned up against some store front, checking out all the babes, going up and down the street. Kai had to slap one girl on the ass because she was acting too uptight with the fellows. She stopped and "mean mugged" him for a while, Kai stood his place and grilled her right back. Before she walked off, I complimented her by saying: You look good, what you expect? Okay, so maybe I was a little inebriated, sorry ladies.

We hollered at so many girls yawl, it would be impossible to recall all the moments with each, we didn't even realise that the night was turning into morning, It all happened so far

When the sun Rose and the crowd died out, I hopped in my friend's bothers car to head home. After leaving the scene, this dudes car over-streamed. WTF?
And him bothers cars are now gone through the green lights , full speed ahead
I never thought about this at the moment but, what a good thing this didn't happen while trying to pick up babes on the streets. Can you imagine? lol

We had to buy bottles of water to fill up the radiator(which you aint supposed to do), 4 liters wasn't enough because something was leaking on the car. Moments later I noticed smoke coming from the radiator
(somebody say a little prayer for me, I could have died like OWNB but only from smoke inhalation, not from a cut and a stiff neck)
so we had to stop at a next store and get more water and that's when I saw a next friend from high school:

Delon, high school drop out, turned Hustler, always laughing, so I couldn't tell if he was laughing because he was happy to see me or at my situation or if it was because He never changed, It was good seeing him though, its been a long time

We got to a gas station before the car needed more water again, I never told the dude driving the car this but,
I think he needs to sell he car and buy a new radiator. lol

At this point the sun is up and we were getting closer to home, still far but closer.
Then I made the best decision of my life, It finally occurred to me to call and find out, where my cousin was.

Turns out he wasn't too far, he was actually 15 minutes behind us, on the all night bus just on his way home . I told the dude driving I was gonna take the bus. He said: Good, cause his car couldn'tbe able to mission to my part of town. I said: I know

Would you believe? I stood at the same place by the gas station's closest bus stop, boarded the bus and 4 hours later there was my cousin on the same bus. talk about
Devine intervention. lol
We got back to his place at around 7 O'clock in the morning on Sunday. Carlos shows up at 1 o'clock to find out what our night was like... everything else is a whole Nada story.

Not My Best Caribana weekend
But it was live

My Mediocre Weekend

Warning: This is a long one, enjoy cos I Wouldn't be posting for the rest of the week
I'll holla

Okay so before the weekend arrived I had originated a plan. The plan was to "GET FRESH" you know chop(buy) some new gears(clothes).
And as some of yawl know, I've been on my GRIND and for this whole summer I've decided to basically save more than I spend(which I have had great success with by the way).

But seeing its gonna be my favorite time in the summer
(the Caribana festival, plus long holiday weekend...next week(END)

I just had to do it.

But before heading downtown Toronto to my favorite clothing store, I had a 12 o clock appointment down the street

After I took care of that business, I headed onto the street where I was approached by one of the many Jehovah's Witness singing, handing out pamphlet, and talking to people going about their day. His theme was: IF YOU DIED NOW, DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD GO TO HEAVEN OR TO HELL?

I wasn't in any real rush plus I wanted to compare views with him so we spoke for about 20 minutes but I'll share the point with yawl

I replied to this question saying
welll I don't know
He asked for my name and said: well G, have you ever told a lie?
I Said: YES
He said: did you know that's a sin?
I said: Yes
He Said: Have you committed murder?
I said: Like I'd tell you lol...nah man
He said: well did you know its a sin to even have hate in your heart for your neighbor?
I said: I don't hate nobody
He said: have you ever looked at a women lustfully?
I said : you mean like adultery? I've done that, in fact I was ever noticing that female over there behind you. I wouldn't mind tussling with her

Before I left, he rapped up his speech and gave me a pamphlet and the message, which was: LIKE HIMSELF, ALL OF US ARE NOT PERFECT AND WE ARE ALL BORN SINNERS BUT UNTIL WE REPENT AND GIVE OUR LIVES TO THE LORD. IF TOMORROW WAS JUDGEMENT DAY, WE WOULD ALL BE HELL BOUND.
And my mom says I need to go to church....Why? I got the word right here on the street

So now while on my way to down town Toronto, the JW(Jehovah's Witness) words start to reemerge in my head: IT-IS-A-SIN-TO-STARE-LUSTFULLY-UPON-YOUR-NEIGHBORS.
And am thinking, with all these beautiful young girls looking so good in their $five dollars and 99 cent dresses, skirts, short tops, low rider pants and what have you. How can I not stare lustfully?

So I decided while I embark on my journey to the far lands of Toronto from saga, about a hour and a half 2 buses and 2 train ride overflowing with beautiful babes, to remember what the JW said and challenge myself and keep my eyes in my head and to myself

Here we go

An hour and a half later I am welcomed by the loud sound of urban music and a store clerk with an arse so big, I swear I wanted to cry...O/M/G.
Well there goes my chance in heaven......that fast

I need help yawl, I need to see the AA. Am an ASS ADDICT

The store Clerk: Welcome to Rockwell's, looking for anything special today?
I said: hmmmmm, just trying to find an outfit, you know?
Store clerk: Well I'll be right here If you need any help

After browsing around the store I decided I wanted a size 12 in some black and blue Bape Star(bathing ape),

a double X in some Gd'up rugby shirt,a size 38 in some faded denim jeans, a new pair of knickers(i call em shorts Princesa) and a black navy type flight button up Dickie shirt

I asked the big arse clerk to get my sizes and as she turned her back, I bit my lips and said: You Somalian girls sure got some ass on yawl.
She laughed and said: am not Somalian, am Ethiopian
I said: that would've been my next guess, but let me ask you something. What is a man supposed to do when he see a nice ass like that?
She replied cleverly: You better run the other way
We both had to laugh out loud

The next day on Sunday, on my way to my cousin's house I ran into my ex ex girlfriend(b4...you know?)The last time I saw her, about two weekends ago. I was reminded why I left her(broke up with her) she was in a bad mood, which is cool once in a while but too much is much. I said my quick Hi's and byes cos it felt like I was the reason for her anger. After all I had left her in the pass, so why wouldn't she be mad
But this time she was looking very good and was feeling flirtatious and she didn't blow my high so we spoke until my bus came.

Than about half an hour later, would you believe? I saw another one of my ex(ex of summer 2000 to 2003 or something like that) I actually wasn't sure if it was even her for the longest time, cos she had lost the shape she had from years back, when we were doing us in our younger days. A lot of things went through my mind there and then at that time
like 1: my oh my how life has changed, nothing truly don't stay the same
2:I was looking hella proper and she was notta. Which made me think, man am sure glad I have kept up on game, I just hope years from now I'll still be doing the same or even better. I felt good to be on top of my game
3:I know for a fact if i was still with her she would be in better Shape, cos I wouldn't stand for that shit
and 4: I wondered If I didn't waste(well "take" cos we had some great memories) 3 years of this girl life would she had been any different

When I arrived at my cousin's house my friend Carlos was there(these are the two dudes I'll most likely go to the Caribana festival with) Carlos is Spanish, we all go way back so we always clown at each other with racial jokes and all that(we say he's an illegal immigrant and he says why do we have pubic hair on out heads lol)

Since Carlos had owe me some money, I walked in, greeted my cuz and said: Yo cuz why you here all alone don't you have friends ni99a?
Carlos said: yo shut the fcuk up
I said: yo cuz did you hear something?
My coz caught the joke and said: Oh I didn't tell you I got a new pet yo. We call him Yo kato Taco bell lol

Carlos was quick to hand me $20 dollars and say He'll gimme to rest next week
As I took a seat and cracked a brewski, proceeding to bust-a-gut for the next few hours, knowing all the amount of shit these dudes are about the talk. I was ready to let the good times roll

My Mediocre Weekend

Bloody Weekend

Living in a multi-cultural society slash Country really opens your eyes to the many peoples of the world: Black,Brown,White and Yellow
I am practically alert to the ways and attitude of the different Group and Nationalities of peoples that I see around me on a regular basis: Blacks, Chinese, Whites and Indians

And although this post is just a Quick generalization and does not speak for the whole race of people I am bout to speak of, from what I have observed, it seems the black race is slightly leaning more towards the road to SELF DESTRUCTION than the other folks(THIS IS MAINLY A FOCUS ON THE YOUTHS)

Now don't get me wrong I know ever race fights amongst themselves time to time, but why is it in curtain black communities, it seem like a never ending battle? This is what an article wrote about this past week end in and around Toronto(my city)

"A brutal spasm of violence convulsed the city over 24 hours and left FOUR(4) dead and SEVEN(7) injured in SIX(6) separate incidents -- none more shocking than the death of 11-year-old Ephraim Brown caught in gang crossfire.

Have you ever seen China Town? They got a small town full of Chinese owned Businesses, Chinese owned Banks, Chinese market place, Chinese products(you name it, they got it Chinese made and owned) These people are so family, business and educationally oriented

And they may fight against themselves but they don't make it an issue to kill each other and get broadcast on the news, gaining a negative image. whether as a couple or as strangers, I've noticed them to be so loving. If a Chinese woman gets on the bus, Its more than likely she will sit next to a Chinese person if the seat is available

The Indians are similar to the Chinese: Family, Business and Education comes first.
A lot of them start from an apartment and work as a family towards owning a house and renting out the basement( I know cos without even thinking I know 2 people that rent out rooms from Indian people) but over the years the younger family members branches off on their own, not before helping the family secure financial stability and stability of their own

But In most black families (not all) as little "Keisha" starts dating and someone tells her she has a curfew all hell breaks loose because she feels like a woman and can do as she pleases. Many too young too often wines up Pregnant, moves out the families home and becomes no real value to their families

Have you ever been on the bus and saw a young Chinese or Indian mother with a child and no father present? I can't remember a Chinese or a Indian, but I can dam sure remember seeing a few young white and black single mothers(without the father present)

Can you imagine a mother pushing a stroller through a snowed-filled winter street and all the attention she gets loading the stroller on a fully loaded bus?
No need to ask if that child's life was planned for or if she/he(the child) has a college savings....well this is where the problem lies?

my apologies to all the single mothers struggling or not, I am well aware not every mother on the bus is struggling or didn't plan for their children's lives. I don't want to be prejudice, but these are my observations

And like myself the "Leroy's". Am bound to got in trouble Because more than likely I am in some way, Sharpe or form disobeying the law ie experimenting with minor drugs, like its nothing(weed), dealing and trafficking drugs with every thing that comes with it, womanizing, not focusing on the future and getting lead astray, wasting the most previous time of our life's: our youth

I admit that I left my parents house to live with my two cousins because I was stubborn and wanted to be free from parental control and within a years time I got in some trouble and moved right back to Square One, and boy Oh boy was that experience costly: time and money wise

And believe me, if it wasn't for my parent's non nonsensical attitude, I would still be out there with the rest of them. I can speak for most young youths and say we sometime believe there is a more lucrative life style selling and dealing on the street. Most of us go through that phase but some of us get stuff in that phase and some just don't make it out at all

My frustration with the issue of Gun Violence is, ever time something like this happens, the Mayor, the Premier and the rest of the city calls for tougher sentences
and even banning Hand Guns. This is usually the politicians reaction after the publics out cry

But I truly believe the root of the problem lies within the ATTITUDE & MENTALITY of the youths, we as the youths lack awareness on a wide ranch of things from: self control, integrity, career choices, educational facts, Brotherhood, a greater meaning for life etc.

I think its up to the indivduals and the peoples involved with these issues, not so must the leaders because as much as I could say Its hard here in Canada. I know without a doubt they are opportunities here for the taking, as long as you prepare yourself from early on in life, why do we learn when its too late?


I know this post shed some light on the negative issues occurring in some communities
But Please note I am well aware they are positive influences in these communities also

Question?
What do you think it will take to up lift the youths to a higher purpose in/for life?
and do you think its a societal problem or home based?
Will things change 50 years from now or will it be the same?

G

My Fascination

I like em tall, with or without curves.
So many of them are around me where am from
One take rise in the summer time almost everyday.

Whether in the heart of the city or the inner city slums(ghettos) they still fascinate me.
To me they symbolize strength, achievement,power and how far we have come
They command my attention,especially when numerous amounts are together in one location.
The view one gets sometimes is awing and nothing but breathtaking

What am I talking about?
Sky scrapers,high rises,the City's sky line.
(apartment,condos & offices you name it)

This post was inspired by the latest addition to the Mississauga City sky line
(Sauga City for short,my second home)
I pass by these towers almost everyday (see picture below), only the two small ones are built already. The Bigger ones are just taking raise! Feast your eyes on this...BAM!!

I believe prices start from $169,900 for 670 sq. ft. to $500,000s for a penthouse with 1,490 sq. ft...yea!! Imagine partying in the penthouse about 50 floors up.
Fascinating no?
Why is this fascinating to me?
Well,I'd have to say the New York City Sky line started it all and it must have been from in those Hollywood Movies.
Those panoramic aerial view were what captivated me and kept a hold since.
Plus my first "home" in Canada was a high rise,we stayed 16 flights up,the view wasn't fascinating at all,in fact we didn't even have a balcony,just a window. But across the city,a member of the family or a friend of the family would and I would enjoy the view there whenever I was a guess.

I once took a 4 nights,3 days,bus tour to New York City.
(me and 2 friends... a whole Nada story)

At the time I was going to college for Recording Music Production.
I told my folks It was a trip towards furthering my education.
lol Borat wait.....NOT!!!
I remember we even had free tickets for a view of the city atop the Empire State Building,but we scalped em (the tickets) on the street to some Chinese tourists. you know?? The ones with the cameras!! aw New York,New York. Beautiful city

Being Downtown on Broadway in Time Square made me feel at home to my fascination, the lights the traffic, the people, the buildings just the whole atmostphere
it made me realise,Downtown Toronto (where am from) was nothing compare to this. Looking around,I was in aw everywhere I turned.
Talk about concrete Jungle. At lease Toronto had some trees lol
Manhattan is kinda like Toronto though(kind of) and Central Park is Huge and a good place to get a view of the city. I remember visiting the site John Lennon got shot,
The Brooklyn Bridge,Canal Street(little Italy),the Rockefeller centre and the Twin towers,Post 911.

What also fascinates me is the fact, these gigantic Towers are built in what seems like "No Time". Here in Canada they say its only two seasons: Winter and Construction Season. Have you guys ever seen the time is takes to bulid a house or a building back home? Man, you gotta work with what you got for now, Must be the motto
in Jamaica, because sometimes the house get built half way and sometimes never even becomes finished

Sure I have other fascinations,but this is just one of them and so is music,that's why I posted a song I did a year ago above, check it out.

Tell me whats your fascination or what fascinates YOU?

Coolie Man

Coming back from Toronto on a late Saturday night, well about 11 0'clock. I ran into Coolie man
A friend from around the way. This guy is smooth and stays fresh (freshly dressed) something like me.
We're both from yard so, more times we link up, blaze some piff, chill out and just be on the street somewhere where the action's at or just creating some.

I was on my way home but, I wasn't in no rush so we chilled, smoked some piff and caught up on whats been happening. He told me he had just "sent" his girl home, but wasn't ready to go home to his place which he just moved into a week ago and that he wouldn't mind finding a girl to bring back home tonight

It's getting later and the streets isn't filled with people anymore. I had to roll up some more piff cos this dude messed the first on up, by putting too much "botch" in the weed

Right then came along a female that wasn't sleeping in "her own" bed that night. I knew she looked good so if I didn't say something, Coolie Man most definitely would. I didn't say anything as she passed I couldn't help but looking back at her arse

I turned around. What do I see? No Coolie man hugging up this gal like she him wife. a wey dey mumma bloodcloth? lol

Am not surprised at all. Turns out he already made himself known to this female too, like the rest of them around the way.
Funny thing is, this dude is always in this same area with his girl. Whats even more funny is, this dude still flirts with girls while with her(his girl) and writes it off as being friendly...lol...
if flirting is being friendly, then this guy is very friendly
but he's not afraid to tell me, his girl, or any other girls that

He runs his girl, his girl no run him..is what he say.. and he ain't never lie!

So catch the good part now, we all go sit and talk, while me and Coolie man smoked recreationally(lol) and got in this girls head. Being the nice guys we are, we passed the weed to the girl but she refused, we thought she would

Now girlfriend goes on her cellphone, confronting her Boyfriend: who is Keisha? She ask!?!

We're both trying to make matters worse, we wouldn't keep quiet. We laughed while saying: A idiot boy that, left de boy, him a fool..lol

Five minutes later she comes off the phone disappointed as the next 69% of other women out there, saying "see this is why sometimes I wish I was a lesbian cos guys are so blah blah fcuking blah"! A sad reality really

Inside her head now we both back each other up saying:
A diss him a diss you, left de boy, me can treat you better and work you better
She went right along saying: Am gonna give him "bun" I should sleep with (fcuk) one of his friends
Me and Coolie man said: na don't do that. No sleep with him friend, dat no right, we can bun and cheese you, if a "bun" you want give you man
She laugh, we are all having a good time

So where is your place? she asked Coolie Man.
Right up the street, said Coolie Man.
Oh really I live in the same area she said.
So come spent the night at my place, me can sleep on the floor and you can have the bed, said Coolie Man
Na, I got work in the morning, I have to be there at 1 o'clock tomorrow, but I am kind of hungry, she said
There is a pizza place open all night right across from me, said Coolie man
could you follow me to the Mc donalds? She asked.
You a white gal? what do you? no wam no Mc Donalds eat some pizza. Said Coolie Man

Coolie Man looks behind and said
see the bus dem dey a come
we all crossed the street to catch our buses,
I didn't want to intrude on these two night of passion so, I said
Yo coolie Man, link me tomorrow
R right likkle more: said Coolie Man

As they both took off, boarding their bus, with a Saturday fever that calls for
anything

Allow me to introduce yawl to Coolie man....

On The Grind

okay, I know I've been giving yawl a lot of sex talk on my blog lately. And for the sake of not confusing anyone, I feel the need to clarify that those stories were of the past and not of the present

And contrary to me being the G that I Am and what some of yawl might think: Since my last relationship(4 months ago) I confess, I have not, yes not fcuked any pus(h)y since.
(ha-ha-ha laugh all yawl want lol)but see, Am not a slut! lol.

Now don't get me wrong, I've fingered (around with) 2 girls, could have fcuked one but, I wanted Head, she wanted to fcuk but, we didn't have any condom so we left it alone...but that's exactly what this post isn't about

This post is about being on the GRIND: Not being sidetrack by my usual temptations,
Girls(pusshy), partying, buying fashionable Items(clothes), friends and anything else that might consume any of my hard earned money.
basically am stacking my ones(getting and saving money) ching ching!!!

I could give a fcuk if she's a sexy ass female staring me down
cos a lot of these girls might be sexy but they are broke with no jobs and I don't need that shit in my life right now. Am focus on self. A ni99a got school tuition and bills to pay, never mind also saving for a car and I wasn't exactly born into a rich family,
so forget taking girls out buying em popcorn and or movie tickets

Like Jigga(Jay-Z) said: AM FOCUS MANNNN
So for this summer I decided to keep a low profile

I'd like to quote Nas by saying
"my money money money
my "Bitch" is my money
money is my "Bitch"
I love her cos she keep a Ni99a rich
She said without her I ain't shit"

After all life ain't all Ice scream and lolly pop

Ya Boy's keeping busy making "Hits" though, like the one posted above, check it out, I just recently made the beat and dropped a quick Lil verse on it. Let me know what yawl think...

oh sorry about my "french" at the end of the song, as a form of respect for the ladies who come here, I will edit that soon

Diary of a G, Staying on my Grind

My True (Weird) Confession

Okay, First of all this only Happened ONCE. And second of all Am very uncomfortable writing about this, so Please Before you Judge me and conclude me Crazy or Whatever.

Let me take this chance to say in advance Forget (F)Yawl. You Don't Know Me Like That! Lawling.

Okay, don't think am crazy or weird, but the other night I woke up and realised I had just Dreamt about a BLOGGER. The weird part is that, from what I can remember. If I hadn't woke up the time I did, the way things were going between us(in my dreams), I probably would have Slept with her. A nicer word for Fcuked Her, Yeah.

This post Will be as Vivid as my memory of the dream was

The location was unknown but I remember it took place on what seemed like a cool summer night, in a secluded area in a lovely park, by a endlessly flowing canal. (don't ask)

She Just appeared out of nowhere. Almost like this was planned from earlier.
As I sat there Awaiting her to approach , She came over and we passionately made-out instantly.

There was very little dialogue. Maybe even non, but plenty of action. I couldn't keep my hands off her. And she welcomed every kiss and every tough

She sat in my lap while I held my Arms around her beautiful body. She was appropriately dressed in what seemed like a sun dress, or whatever, A dress. With my arms laying on her legs, I looked deep into her eyes.

WHAT SHE WANTED WAS MORE THAN OBVIOUS.

As I stared into her eyes, at the same time the erection of my man hood lifted her higher, while she seated in my lap. I took a chance and slowly maneuver my right hand up under her dress.

She had that coca butter, baby powder smell (Just like I like it) with silk like, smooth sexy skin (remind you of yourself...lol)

My hand crept up in between her thighs. She bit her lips, closing her eyes in sweet agony, from the pleasure I had given her, by only being so close to what was later to come.

I believe I caught myself(in my dreams) at that moment, and thought to myself, wait a minute, this doesn't add up. I gotta be dreaming.

Then I woke Up.


A true Confession

Moral Decline

In the past,selfish, blatant immorality has been pointed to as a contributing factor in the fall of civilizations, such as the Romain Empire.

Before in society, we had a sense of right and wrong.
Now, we can do whatever we want. Society is growing even more tolerant towards extramarital affairs.

Little more than a generation ago such actions would have caused moral outrage. Today, we are bombarded with sexual imagery from every conceivable angle and pornography has planted itself firmly in the mainstream.

The material that was once only considered safe for an 18-plus audience, is now often considered appropriate family viewing and, often explicitly targeted towards children.

Clearly, over the past few decades, morals have deteriorated rapidly in many places world wide. What has led to these changes and what do these changes indicate for the future?

Some say World War 1(1914)brought forth an era of unparalleled moral decline.

In the decade after World War 1. The so-called Roaring twenties- old values and moral restraints were brushed aside and were replaced by an anything-goes approach.
The ten years which followed the war may aptly be known as the decade of Bad Manners

The World's Great Depression of the 1930's plunged many into abject poverty. By the end of that decade, the WORLD had entered World War 2. Nations were making weapons of destruction, leading the world out of depression but plunging it into suffering and horror beyond the human imagination. By the end of the war, some 50 million
men, women and children lives were taken.

Life on many home fronts appeared as cheap and short as life on the battle front.
The constant threat of death intensified people's yearning for emotional relationships, even if transient ones.

After WW2, studies showed people began to talk openly about sexual matters, which earlier were not commonly discussed.

For a time, there was an effort to preserve the appearance of propriety. In radio, motion pictures, and television, immoral content was censored. But not for long.

By the 1960's America began a uninterrupted slide towards what might be called De civilization. This was Also reflected in many other lands. In the 60's the moral decline accelerated.

That decade(60) saw, the women's liberation movement and the sexual revolution- new morality. Also birth-control pills were developed. Sex could be enjoyed without fear of conception. Sexual relations without any commitments became common.

At the same time, the press, the movies, and television loosened their moral codes.
They clearly normalize intense violence and brutality and they encourage sexual Promiscuity.

By the 70's VCR's had gained popularity. People could now view immoral, sexually explicit material that they would never have allowed themselves to be seen viewing in a public theater. More recently, by means of the Internet, Pornography of the most despicable sort (lol) has become available in the hands to anyone who have a computer

THE CONSEQUENCES IN MANY WAYS ARE FRIGHTENING. AS YOU CAN SEE DAILY


And now ladies and Gentle men, What are your thoughts on this issue of Moral Decline?

Naija Movies

Naija Movies has become a hit around here,with curtain friends,
family and all.

Shit they come in abundance and are full of drama(real life situations),style, struggles, insights, beautiful black Actress's and Actors with faces I can finally remember.
Unlike Hollywood's corny-ass played-out shit.. no offence but sometime I sit around with my boys and predict the out come of some Hollywood movie

For instance
I'll be Like. I bet you in half and hour that girl is gonna sleep with that guy.
Same old formula. Its tedious

Although its frustrating as hell skipping thought what seems like 15 minutes of previews, the sound fx(witch is getting better) and these movies are long as hell

I think its great to see what seems to be a all black owned industry flourish. And also covering a wide range of subjects on peoples life, trials and error, life styles, tradition & culture in a humble and modest manner

Rita Dominic: Is one of my favorites. That's my girl. She has a street mentality and look. Well at lease that's what i think from the movies I've seen her in.

She was crazy in "All I Have". I can't forget the part when she got beat up by her brotha & sista for hanging with the wrong crowd. She then retaliated, getting her boys to teach her brotha a lesson, while her & her girls caught her older sista in the alley and bitch slapped her a few times.(lol) She was wilding!

The two lil guys(Chinedu Ikedieze & Osita Iheme)
are funny too, even tho i haven't seen a full movie with em. I did watch half of a good one with A girl but we had to attend to some more important business You know!jiggie jiggie

Blood Sister: Was a classic heartfelt movie. Omotola Jalade Ekeinde was beautiful the next sister Geveieve Nnaji was pretty too but a bitch....in the movie of course

That old dude(Nwani Okoro)is cool

can't forget that sly fast talking Anu Nuebe,
and Enest Obi, Mike Ezuruonye, and Ini Edo

More Than You Know

Words Are Not Always Easily Said
Man To Man
Leaving Room For Misunderstanding
But Make No Mistake
There Is No One Else As Valuable As You Are To Me
I Look Around The House
And I Can Never Complain
You've Provided All The Essentials And More
So I Am More Than Thankful
More Than You Will Ever Know
THANK YOU

Here is A lottery ticket for a chance at 3 million dollars
good luck and a calling card to call home and some money just incase you don't win the lottery. God forbid

Happy Father's Day

Twas A Great Day

The Limbo: Covered By Diary Of A G, sorry about the misspelling above


On Friday was my Work Place's Second Annual Golf Tournament.
The day was beautiful from sun up to sun down by the grace of the almighty.
All praises due.

You know the Kid will have a good day when he doesn't even realises its pay day
cause that's usually (one of)the reason for my greatest happiness, but I was so preoccupied with the contest, going golfing and throwing stuff around at work it slipped my mind.
Yawl would be so proud I got a co-worker right in the side of the head BAM...lawl
I laughed for so long. It prove true that humane nature finds it funny to see others
Humiliated

On our way to the golf course, everyone told me to bring Glue, because last year
on my first swing Oops the Golf Club went flying yawl, lucky thing no one was in the same direction. and I thought I would have been a Pro too..Turns out Am no Tiger Woods

If yawl never played golf before, Its fun.
You get to drive around in those Golf Carts, covering you from the sun.
and get this you can drink alcoholic beverages while driving, so yawl know we were Golfing impaired

Then we all ate and drink some more together like a big family of interracial people from at lease 5 different countries. We picked numbers from a hat for prizes, I got a Hugh coupon book and hat and some golf balls which I gave away

Interlude are you guys bored by all this? I wonder...LAWL

On our departure from the golf course parking lot, I was riding in my Supervisor's car, some other co-workers were ahead of us pulling out onto the street leading to the main road. When we notice One guy leading two other cars onto the wrong side of the road, into oncoming traffic.
It was a four lane street and two sides were for each direction of traffic we shared a good laugh cause it wasn't too long before the dumb asses realised something was wrong when they saw the oncoming traffic.

And to top the day off with some Ice cream
I GOT A RAISE. Yup Twas A Great Day

Thanks to everyone feeling the kid I appreciate all yawl support. Big up to all my Naija Peoples. You guys Rawk!

Busy Busy Busy

Some up dates

While Am busy as hell singling out possibly songs to cover, write and record for this Blog Ville Idols thing(like Am passing round 2 lol) I'll quickly try and update yawl

first off on a serious note. RIP to my Boy Hood who not too long ago, got his life taken.
Just recently me and my cousin(hood's friend) saw each other for the first time since the sad occurrence.

He explained what happened in person,(beyond blogging) as we wouldn't discuss those matters over the phone. It really touch me as we reminisced on the dreams we all shared and some of his (Hood's)lyrics that brought us to a moment of SILENCE, in that seemed surreal, that he will no longer be with us. NEVER...
Life goes on..we know.
But dam.

This I always find interesting, now my same cousin has a Baby on the way.
I guess Life is a cycle, that keeps going. It gives and it takes.

My Parent are going though some real turbulence as they deal with the everyday ups and downs of this repetitive worked filled life. I see the pain in them(especially my dad) As he watches the news and these politicians. In what seems like a hope for better days cause lord knows he's had rough days. I wish for my family's wealth health and happiness. that's all.

On a lighter note, this Friday I'll be going Golfing(more like goofing around)
for my work place's 2 annual Golf tournament. Not Miniature by the way. Real Golfing
But don't get the wrong Idea, I don't have a fancy job. I do Woodwork, just with some (some time) cool Croatians and Portuguese's people that show their workers
appreciation when they can.


The thing is This. Since going to Jamaica 4 months ago, I gave away all my shoes and I only have Timberland Boots and I don't care how Grimmey it looks but that's what I'll be wearing (and clothe of course) My Timbs Is clean though. So I'll look Grimmey but proper. We usually take pixes so vote for G And I might Show YAWL em.

BLOGVILLE IDOLS

hey wassssssup my follow bloggers? As yawl already know BIG things is going on around here in BLOG VILLE thanks to pink-satin & 9ja-opeke for the blogville idols upcoming contest, with a helping hand from Ugo D

I hope everybody enjoy the contest and all the laughs that will be shared, especially listening to me (G) the second male contestant going up against these multi-talented females in blog ville.

This is an event not to be MISSED and probably the best thing since ME(G)lol on blog ville.
So stay tuned, show your support, spread the word and enjoy the show.

and of course don't forget to vote Diary Of A G for your funniest, favorite, contestant even if its for the effort I put in.

Also be sure to drop me a line on the voice comment link on my page

PS
use your chance today because tomorrow I might be a Super-Star

JUGGLING

In case you didn't know, Am not only a Blogger(I hate saying that)

Am a producer(beat maker)check out the sample song above
Rapper,
sex machine,
and also a good lover(kimor)

Just thought yawl should know

Juggling all these things aint easy at all

Sometimes I find myself dropping one of the above to concentrate on the other.

I just wish I could drop my job to concentrate on sex or rapping and producing. lol

Love is out of the equation, cause love can be costly,
A luxury nowadays I can't afford.

My priority is money
which takes time to accumulate

Here's my problem:
"Patients is a "Bitch"and that "Bitch" is my problem,
problems I have a few and a need patient to solve em"
catch 22

Smile For Me

I got my tooth fixed via Root Canal. I thank God that's over and done with

Now Am pissed off cause It cost me $250, plus an unexpected $150 dollars for fillings. WTF?!
Oh yeah, Prescription too.

But on he Bright side with-in less than 2 years. I've spent, one thousand, five hundred(A Grand covered by insurance) on two of my teeth.

So I guess the price(worth) of my smile has gone up. Now I ain't quite "BALLIN'"
like em Rappers...Yet
But, you gotta start somewhere, right?

It feels good, even though I still can't really smile, because of the sedative(anaesthetic)which still has my mouth numb

But When I do, Y'all ladies better watch now.