Christmas Bashers

Twas some weeks before Christmas,
and the party was Poppin'
even though you were my ex
you and a friend were invited to come on by and drop in
but what I had in mind though
never did quite happen

Without going into to much details, our 3 and some odd year relationship together could have been the real story Hollywood based Prince Charming Turn Heart Breaker off... Well if ever there was such a story. lol

I remember on one of our many(2 r 3) break ups, how you strategically got abroad the same bus as me on the following day. You persuaded me to get back with you by telling me: It's too bad I broke up with you because, you were just about to start sucking my Johnson, which you hadn't done before.

Needless to say I brought her home, got my Johnson sucked and also was taken a back into the relationship...but I digress

anyway, lets call her Teisha
Teisha showed up to the lil house party with her friend Natasha
and were handed drinks of alcohol like everyone else in the house
and sure enough Teisha and Natasha became the life of the party

With a ratio of more guys than gals in the house, these two girls were loving all the attention but little did I know Teisha (my ex) had wild thoughts running though her head

I wasn't jealous of Teisha flirting and dancing with any of my friends, in fact that's why I invited her, so the party would be more live. At one point in the night
her attention focused on me. I remember her straddling me on the couch, dry humping me next to my younger cousin, who was laughing his head off

What happened next is kind of hard to explain/understand (especially for the ladies)
but keep in mind I was younger, and I saw it in a Rap video and the Moment seemed right.

I returned to the living room with a beer for myself and a drink for Teisha, I noticed the living room was only occupied by my younger cousin and Tesiha
who had her back turned towards me,
I had a drunken thought and I followed though by slightly lifting up her top, without her expecting, exposing her boobies to my young cuz
We were all drunk so we just laughed it off, after I was chased around the room

It must have been something about that moment and the laughter we shared but while chilling on the balcony in the cool night breeze, Teisha's feelings re-emerged and there was that look in her eyes. Its funny because I had just now realised, I had over looked the fact that I wanted to have sex but not with all those old feelings
re-emerging

I stated my point of not wanting to deal with a relationship and the party came to
a halting stop. Teisha's eyes went burly, and her voice became feeble. Her and Natasha got their things and bolted out the door

I later joined my cousin playing some Play Station and later proceeded on my way home, just walking distance down the street. On arrival to the lobby, existing the elevator, I noticed something quite unusual-

The Christmas Tree in the building lobby wasn't in the best of conditions. In fact it wasn't in good condition at all, It was totalled, ruined, annihilated and spread across the floor,

I was like "damnnnn"
somebody did a 187 on the Christmas Tree and walked home not thinking nothing of it

About a "week" later it occurred to me that the Culprits in the Christmas Tree Bashing were Teisha and Natasha

SURPRISE PARTY

Hey yawl! Let me explain to yawl whats going on. Today is the birthday of one of our dare blogville Friends. And since you are here, won't you please stay, party, celebrate and have yourself a slice of the lovely Sara Lee designer birthday cake....but not before the Birthday girl of course.lol


I'll have to ask someone to be on the look out for the birthday girl. She should be here in any minute. We want to give her a BIG surprise, ANONYMOUS BLOGGER you can handle that.

I'll be yawl DJ / master of ceremony (MC) for tonight.
I'll be spinning allll the right tunes, allll night long

Ms. LIGHTLY can be in charge of occasionally making sure the party snack table is filled with refreshments and appetizers

Thanks to CATWALQ the party is catered with some of Naija's finest dishes

And the lovely PRINCESA and OLAMILD will be taking turns blessing the meal and also taking photographs of everyone who's attending the party in their smashing new outfits

I personally appoint TOYINTAMATO to be the party starter and getting every one dancing on the dance floor.

SPARKLE will be reciting some lovely spoken words, written by herself, mid-way through out the party

RANDY NIGERIAN will be in charge of safely taking home all the girls who got a Lil too tipsy to drive themselves home....(Get yawl minds out the gutter!) He's just the designated Driver, so a minimum of .05 alcohol is allowed(a few beers or so) lol

And I do ask everyone here, (including the peoples I've given party tasks to and those I did not mention) to sign Cally-waffybabe's Birthday card before leaving the party and Remember the party IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT and Guys I see some ladies tonight that should be having some babies...baby

Uh oh! Here comes UNKNOWN BLOGGER.
She says Cally is approaching the building.
OK OK Everybody take yawl positions and find something to hide behind.
Am about to switch the lights off, so everybody be quite

Here She comes, Everybody, all in together now......SURPRISSSSSEEEEEEE

CALLY releases the door handle, she's a little startled but she's blushing from all the love she's receiving, as we all smoother her with birthday wishes and big hugs

I then announce on the microphone to:
"slice the birthday cake, so the party can really get cracking in this Mutha"
as CATWALQ grabs the mic, telling me to watch my mouth. lol

CALLY is looking gorgeous as ever, in her backless designer Fendi dress and Manola Blahnik heels with matching accessories, making it hard for anyone to outshine her as the party continues to the break of dawn.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALLY

From Friend To Friend

“Ain’t Nothing Like The Love Shared Between 2 Friends”

It was funny how we met, but then again, maybe not. Am used to talking to strangers. I just never saw things going the way they did between us.

I peeped you “jocking” my style, like you rightfully should, but I passed you by. I thought your body was iight but you wasn’t really attractive
In all honesty, I spoke to you because you were conveniently positioned on my second time running into you, while I was exiting the subway terminal. But don’t blame me. I was just showing some love when I moseyed on over with a mean swagger and a pep in my step, threw my arms around your shoulder, and gave you my cell-phone to key in your numbers.

I knew from the jump she wasn’t the type of girl I’d take out n stuff. She were more like an inside girl, so I was careful not to rub her the wrong way, but how do I tell somebody nicely that “I don’t want to be with you. I just want to Fuck ? ”

I didn’t exactly say this verbally but by my actions I assumed she would have gotten the point

On the first night to my apartment (shared with my cousin), My friends took a liking to her (lets say Shelly’s) cool, playful, laid back personality, but still didn’t share me the laughter because they knew Shelly wasn’t the hottest of girls one would find

Shelly spent the night that night. but before going the sleep, instead of intimate kisses for foreplay. We rough housed each other. I still vividly remember Shelly trying to put me in a full nelson, while viciously trying to bite my neck. I had to struggle my way out of a head lock while laughing hysterically and catching my breath at the same time telling her “yo that shit ain’t cute yo”

If yawl think am joking just check my cousin’s head back where on a different occasion she accidentally spitted it against the wall while playing around. He even had to get stitches and the scare still remains to this day. Lol

She was a breast of a girl but I tamed her with Daddy’s Long Dick., giving it to her hard & rough just like she was before passing out that night.

I awoke early to get to work that morning, come to find this girl fast asleep in heavenly peace, ignoring my nudges to get the fuck up and out so I can go to work on time.
Would you believe I had to get ready and actually leave this girl for my cousin to dispose of because I didn’t want to be late for work and he usually leaves for work later than I did?

I called my cousin later to find if she had taken off and he told me she did and that she had a friend in mind she would like to hook him up with in the following weeks or so

By the time that weekend had came my interest for Shelly was gone or maybe because my cousin’s hook up date also had a friend she was bringing along on their dinner date and she wanted me to meet her. Shelly was friends with these two girls, but not the best of friends though.

I went along on the dinner date. Shit! It wasn’t like me and Shelly were in a relationship
When I saw my cousin’s hook up's friend I was all smiles. Seeing those C cup breast(is that the larger ones?) with a Bo-Dunk-a-Dwink of an ass, I flirted with her the entire dinner, making it obvious I had a crush on her

I didn’t even know she liked me until after the dinner on our way out of the restaurant when she took my hands and ran ahead of my cousin and his date and layed a kiss on me.
She had a cute smile and big bulging eyes. The moment seemed right to chop a feel of that big old booty. And I did but she reminded me that we were still in public, so we held hands and carried on until the awkwardness kicked in and our fingers parted from each other

For the next month I was smothered with love from the girl(lets say Stacey) Stacey and my cousins hook up would come over every other day or so, cook clean and fuck the hell out of us, leave and come back for more the other day or so

Stacey was cool she got along with some of my home boys from around my way. At first I liked the way she would wine on my dick while chilling in the living room while all my friends were around. But she liked to kiss too much and I didn’t like that cause I knew my friends would talk shit when she would be gone.(What?yawl got something to say?) She was sexually liberated and would scream at the top of her lungs whenever I would bend she over the bathroom sink facing the huge mirror, telling me to smack her ass hard and pull and yank her hair(a first for me) I knew she wasn’t faking but she screamed extra loud just so my friends could hear she getting stuffed

Her birthday was within that month, so I threw a Lil birthday party, even blew some balloons and got a cake to bake, which she did a splendid job baking because I never got around to doing so

She was a little disappointed but I didn't see the reason and neither did her Friend because everything else was on point. I even explained that she should feel special because I had never done this for no one before.

We didn't even have sex on her birthday. She got moody unlike her usual self and went to rest alone in the bedroom. soon after I went to lay and comfort her, speaking sweet words in her ears

The next day we were back in full swing. Bent over, ass smacking, hair pulling while riding that ass of hers

I remember coming home and she would sometimes already be there waiting. I became annoyed when I would walk in the door and she didn't give my time to settle in before jumping all over me. I even had to tell her to reduce the smothering affections and kisses particularly when all my friends were around. She didn't take a liking to that. Things changed after I made that statement.

I was staring at the television, when this girl asked me if I wanted to break up with her or something? I wasn't thinking this at all, but the question made me wonder if I would ever have another easy chance like this again, so I said YES. YES I DO.

I'll never forget the look on her face. I thought she wanted to hurt me, there was a look of resentment and disappointment. It was kind of sad when I later found out the reason she was over at my place so often was because she was on vacation from work so that's why she over did her welcome so fast

But what did she expect? Wasn't she the one that disregarded the fact that she sort of took me from one of her friends. The relationship lasted for a month so she wasn't hurt for very long. We actually spoke the last time we saw each other. I was great seeing that ass knowing I once used to smack that all on the floor like Akon

Hey yawl! am back from New York. Its been a great weekend, Grandma and the family are all doing fine. Bagged some new Jeans, still have US dollars which wasn't spent because of last minute rushing back to the Canadian Border, where despite the fact of being told by my parents. I still carried my "Personal Lil stash" of ganja across. I know, I know, I need a smack in my head. lol


Only thing is, I'll prolly be MIA(Missing In Action) because my PC has gotten a Virus from my nonchalant attitude to take heed to the numerous warnings I received. wow,I really don't listen? don't I? lol
Am not even home right now so this will be short

But While am out of the Loop, yawl already know that I won't forget yawl, but let me go holla at yawl individually (If I can) In case yawl gotten me already

BTW CWB, P, & QMC I must have made a mistake cause am pretty sure yawl(QMC & CWB) ain't as short as this Asian chick I was talking about. If yawl are 5'6 then she must be 5'4.lol Cos I know ain't no Black women as short as her. when I first wrote that figure I didn't want to go too low , but trust me, she's short.

But Whats good with You?

An Update Or Whatever You Wanna Call It

I'll be taking a trip to New York, to visit my Grandmother and be with my family for the upcoming Canadian Thanksgiving long holiday weekend
I'm currently making a reggae compilation CD for the road trip

Speaking of MUSIC
Me and my Cousin are going hard, getting promoted and putting ourselves out there, in a $100,000 dollar Internet Battle Rap Contest, hosted by Loud.com
if yawl got time and would like to hear n vote for My dude just check it out
If Your a hardcore Hip-Hop head at Loud.com/hammerjack


Speaking of Musicians
Dance hall artist elephant man's show in Toronto(My City) was cancelled due to an uproar protest from the GAY community claiming His lyrics promoted Gay Bashing and such
I swear it seems these Gays have more power than the Premier of Canada
But I wonder how this will affect reggae artists lyrics in the future. Not that their strive on Gay bashing Lyrics

Speaking of Jamaicans
my cousin, Georgia just came up from Jamaica on a 2 week Visa. This is her second time. I remember on her first visit, my sister took her to a Christmas party, where Georgia contested an Asian girl doing her thang on the dance floor. Georgia believing because reggae was playing, it was her Que as a Jamaican to "Mash her up" on the dance floor but instead slipped and fell while doing so. lol

Speaking Of Asian Girls
Lately I've been talking to this Vietnamese Girl that am used to seeing on the bus some mornings on our way to work. Just As Friends Though! She's like 5'6 or may 5'7
(short but not young & cute)She's Funny too, she even says its sooo nice having me to make her smile in the morning on her way to work. Plus she looking out for the kid now
I can't lie though Yawl! I've romance the thought of what it would be like "Stuffing" a cute Lil' Asian chick since our every-other-day-or-so 5 minute walk towards our Separate work place. ...Is that wrong? or am I just a DOG? or just a Man? or are they the same thing... I know what the ladies think.

Speaking of funny
Yawl know whats funny? When I first started blogging I wanted my URL to be diaryofag and my blog ID to be DaddyLongD1CK not the other way around.
I never plan on blogging for this long, So I didn't care
Can yawl believe for maybe a mouth straight I didn't realise that my head line Banner & My blog ID was spelled incorrectly as "DAIRYOFAG" instead of diaryofag. And not a single Soul would tell me this. lol
I can't lie yawl I was High when I wrote this laughing to myself, wondering why the hell does people even come to my blog reading half the B.S. I spew out with my incomplete sentence and plain bad ass Grammar. lol


But Seriously
For this upcoming thanksgiving I'd like to give thanks for my progression in life this year and obviously life it self of course.
This year I've taught myself to have patience and elude negative distractions from my life and from now until the end of the year, I'll be reaping the benefits, from staying on my Grind, the old hustle n bustle

Enjoy Yourz Yawl!

Road To Better Days

I look around
Eyes stare aimlessly
Minds go wild pondering
while sudden eye contracts are avoided

Its a routine all too familiar
So familiar, Strangers become regular faces
that you see everyday

Coming from all walks of life
These is a deep silence that fills the air
As everyone tries carefully to mind their own business

Either submerged into their own world
or that of their interest
Anything seems more important than the person next to you

Unless of course, you're that attractive Female,
The boy without enough nerves to say Hi,
secretly keeps taking a glimpse of

Its not the most glamorous way to get where you are going
But for the Middle and Lower class, Its the most affordable

You can almost see the burden on a single mother's face
or
The struggles of a young black boy fretting impatiently
or
The plights(straits) of a hard working Laborer, who once had dreams like the rest of us

For some its a foreign land,
where distance separate them from whom they can better relate to
So solitary confinement becomes their best friend

Sometimes I look around and wonder
What the future holds for Me
On My Road To Better Days

My Instrument!

My Instrument

You can Stroke it like a guitar
You can blow it like a flute

It will fill your inside up with pleasure
When I whip it out and I preform for you

I can play a Solo by myself
Or I can do a duet with someone else

It's got rhythm, Its got melody
That will make your body sweat and take you to Ecstasy

It'll make you scream and shout for more
Give a standing ovation, and ask for an encore

Its portable, so I take it with me, wherever it is I go
They say practice makes perfect, so am searching for new gigs and new shows

My instrument is long, thick and Black
And comes with a great huge Bas(s)e

and it's sure to put a smile on most females face
my, how I've longed to use my Instrument

Just for Today

Just for Today
ENJOYING MY HOLIDAY

Going Out To Princesa....

I dedicate the song playing to you,
cos I remembered you said you love Love Songs.
and besides The Happy Birthday song is soo cliché anyways

Well, This is a sexy love song to let you know that
you're loved from near and afar. Okay Its a little over-the-top but.....
Here's a Little poem, Happy Birthday and enjoy

Princesa

Twice a lady and a princess indeed.
You've came to my rescue, when I was in trouble and in need.

And even though we are oceans apart.
Your kind words have managed to enlightened my heart

I've come to respect you like a dare friend or a family member
Wishing you a Happy Birthday and I wanting you to remember

You're an example of a great women and a Caring person
May god bless your soul and fill your life with great fortune(s)

If I was rich, You would Have gotten Diamonds and Pearls
But since am not quite there yet,(lol) please accept these kind words

Happy Birthday From G to P

30+ part2 = a good time

Continuing from where I left off
with my heart beating with excitement
and my Mind floating with fantasies
I was hoping for the best
It was my first time to her apartment
Our first one on one sit down conversation together, ever!
Here We Go

She opens the door to her room, entered as I fllowed. Her room complimented her style. She had a Hugh King or Queen size Bed well spread. I couln't help but notice the red shades/drakes matching her decorative bed sheets.

I stood for a minute admiring my surroundings, while letting her settle in and get comfortable knowing she'd just got in from work. 30+ was undressing and changing into a long t-shirt and turned to me and said: You can have a seat,you know?

I said: Oh, and took a seat on her bed
30+: Not on my Bed Mutha Faucka! I don't know where your ass has been! lol

DID I FORGET TO MENTION. 30+ ALWAYS WANTED ME TO KNOW SHE WAS OLDER AND IN CHARGE
SO I SHOULDN'T TRY AND TALK TO HER LIKE I DO TO THOSE OTHER LITTLE GIRLS MY AGE
Her words not mines. It was a challenge, I like it

G: yo my ass ain't dirty, what you trying to say?

30+: I know, its the principle mutha fucka, sit on the rest(love seat) by the bed front.

It was a little love seat for two, facing towards her television. I took a seat, it was a pleasure keeping her company, we spoke the whole time while she patiently went about what seemed like her daily after work routines

I had the "hots" for her and she knew it. She knew she was in charge of where the evening would go. I was just consciously trying to direct it with some of the wits I got. I must admit she didn't exactly state verbally why she invited me, I was just going with the flow(of things)

An hour passed and she had now rapped-up her evening chores, we were sitting very close, I was watching her more than I was watching the television
30+: What you looking at?
G: What, I can't look?

She planted a long kiss on me. Knowing this was the moment I was waiting for, I gently started to caress her, I wanted to make the kiss long and pleasurable enough to make her get wet,if she wanted already. And after a kiss with G, its usually where the talking cease and the action take over and so it was in this case

While engaging in this passionately long kiss, I read her body with my hands working my way around her to see how far she wanted to take this and seeing what spot turned her on the most

There wasn't enough room on the love seat so we stood up while embracing each other, she reached for my shirt over my head and threw it aside. She smiled and walked over to the bed and got beneath the covers. I took the rest of my clothes off and happily followed her. As I was about to climb onto the bed 30+ said in a sexy voice:
Ni99a did you take off your Soc? lol

Sorry, where are my manners I said lol

I climbed onto her silky soft body, taking time to cater to all her needs and find her weak spots, I kissed and licked her from her earlobes to her breast and nipples to her belly button. After about fifteen minutes of foreplay, I asked her If she had a condom Cos I didn't

She said Are you clean? I replied Yes. She said, Do you trust me? I replied Yes

I know what yawl thinking, its a long story..you had to be there to know....

I naturally don't do this (only with GFs) but I gave in and made an exception. Its been years since I went up in a girl co-jack(with no rubber)
I DON'T NOT RECOMMEND UNPROTECTED SEX

I stuck my well erected d!ck into her warm but soaking wet Pu$$y. I do have to admit, for me sex is better raw. I rode her missionary style until I felt like I was going to cum and told her to get on top of me and do the riding and you know its not over until I get to doggy style that ass.

The best part was after I had came and was laying back, she began giving me a blow job I'll never forget.


Now I knew why they say older women are the best

30 + =s a good time

Am till tried, can you tell?

30+

Update: Am too lazy to Update, but run along and come back tomorrow, I'll have something new for all then okay




It was a Friday afternoon, I had seen a friend(Keisha) of a lady that lived in my Building, I'll call her 30+ only because she was and not to be confused with the blogger 30+.

Prior to that Friday

I remember seeing 30+ around from time to time and on one faithful day I ran into her on the elevator. She was looking stunning as always, so I complimented her, asked her if she was married and told her I found her Beautiful and a smile of flattery illuminated her face. we left the conversation at that for the time being and exchanged goodbyes

Back to that Friday:

Me and Keisha stopped to speak for a while. I quickly asked her about her lady friend(30+), making her aware that I liked 30+ and was interested and wanted to get to know more about 30+

She told me her friend liked younger guys and 30+ wouldn't mind If she( Keisha) gave me her numbers. She even insisted on me calling her right at the moment, so I did

I spoke to 30+ and confirmed who I was, she was more than okay with me calling, so I took the opportunity to arrange a sit down or get together ASAP, cos ya boy don't play. 30+ told me she was on her way home from work and she would be home in about 30 minutes and later in the night we could get together and go see a movie or something

I was also on my way home, and upon arrival I saw her in the parking lot getting out of her car. With palms sweating and feeling a little unprepared but still excited, I held the lobby door open while she approached...and they say chivalry is dead....am a G....A total Gentlemen...lol

30+: Thank you very much
G: no problem, how was your day? dam you looking good
30+: this is nothing, just some work pants and shirt. Where you coming from?
G: Work myself too

At this point we entered the elevator, four walls and just us. Her hair was curly, I believe she was looking at some mails/letters, she had on those sexy black framed reading glasses...she was sooooo hot
The elevator doors opened, it was her stop, my back was against the elevator walls

G: so are you about that movie for later or what?
she said nothing just pulled me by the shirt off the elevator, leading me to her apartment...........

To be continued
What happen next yawl can't imagine!!!!

ONE WORD ANSWER/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS

I have been tagged by Monie(Aka Monie Lisa) to complete
THESE ONE WORD ANSWERED QUESTIONS/LITTLE KNOWN FACTS
SO HERE WE GO

1. Yourself: Gemini

2. Your partner: Who?

3. Your hair: SHORT

4. Your mother: Loving

5. Your father: RESERVED

6. Your favorite item: MP3

7. Your dream last night: non

8. Your favorite drink: LOTS

9. Your dream car: PROWLER

10. The room you are in: MINES

11. Your ex: care-free

12. Your fear: SNAKES

13. What you want to be in 10 years: ESTABLISHED

14. Who you hung out with last night: HOMIES

15. What you're not: UNREASONABLE

16. Muffins: COOL

17: One of your wish list items: CAR

18: Time: INSUFFICIENT

19. The last thing you did: BACKSPACED

20. What you are wearing: BOXERS

21. Your favorite weather: COOL

22. Your favorite book: THINKING!

23. The last thing you ate: DUMPLINGS


24. Your life: ROUNDED

25. Your mood:COOL

26. Your best friend: Money

27. What you're thinking about right now: Bed

28. Your car: wanted

29. What you are doing at the moment: TYPING

30. Your summer: COOL

31. Your relationship status: SINGLE

32. What is on your TV: OFF

33. What is the weather like: COOL

34. When was the last time you laughed: YESTERDAY



LITTLE KNOWN FACTS:

I got this from Monie Lisa... It's pretty cool..

Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Tag A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I was named after a singer, Because my mother says that's all she listened to while I was in her belly. If I say the Musician name yawl would know my real name easily. hehehe

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
unbelievably, it was on Thursday at a funeral, but it was tears of joy while having a conversation at the reception for my Aunt who pasted away


3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING
Nope

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT
fried fish

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hell yeah! Am the type of friend to always say ME TOO ie you wanta go clubbing? ME TOO, I got $20 on some food, ME TOO.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT?
loves it

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS
I think so

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Hell no! Am not for that gut feeling one gets from dropping from high places

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Quaker Granola Oats, Honey & Raisins among others

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No, I have em laced to accommodate easy off and on access

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Body Mind and Soul baby

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
butterscotch among others

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
A sense of intimidation/ misunderstanding due to my hard exterior

15. RED OR PINK?
Red

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
I am impatient, and it has cost me, time and time again

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST
All my Family Back home, it sucks having to leave all the people you were raised by to living reserved and isolated due to the widespread of the family who are here

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
Sure

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Red striped Boxers no shoes or pants

20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Dumplings

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW ?
Holding day the years by Simply Red

22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Green

23. FAVORITE SMELLS ?
Probably Ganja,lol naw I like the smell of a bakery, clean laundry

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My cousin (L-easy)

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU ?
Monie Lisa.. of course

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Basketball, even though I don't really watch TV that often

27. HAIR COLOR?
Black

28. EYE COLOR?
Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope

30. FAVORITE FOOD ?
rice and pea and fried fish babbbby

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Its depends, but I like em realistic and meaningful, scary but both

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
300. Thank God you asked. I just wanted to share this with the world. I watched half of the movie 300 with some friends on friend night(boot leg 5 bucks no tax...fuck giving money to the Government...come on get me)great quality too. absolutely loved it
that my type of movie, i loved the settings, the lighting, the camera angle, and the art of fighting in the movie. This movie is in the same category as Troy and Gladiator. I love the way the ancient Greek and Romans are represented in films and in history, it might be exaggerated but their rein is another fascination of mines

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
I told you I am not wearing any shirt(just woke up) in fact Am not wearing nothing at all with my d!ck in my hand okay. lol I let yawl decided if Am joking or not. hehehe

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Spring/Summer not too cold not too hot

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
I like em both

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
nestle drum sticks, matter fact after talking about it, now I gotta go get one


37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Manda or Princes or sparkle or Am a Babe or Pink Satin

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND
Ugo D or Am a Babe

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
does a pamphlet from Jehovah's Witness count

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Nothing, don't need or have one

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT?
nothing, didn't watch TV last night

42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Music

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles, but I can't recall too many songs of either, come to think of it, I can't recall any of each right now

44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME
from my home in Jamaica, Canada, from my home in Canada, Jamaica. The States otherwise

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT
ask about my head game, other wise, my talent is music ie rapping and making beats

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Manchester Grove place, Jamaica

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO CHECKING OUT?
Yours

My Caribana Weekend

I didn't go to the Caribana parade this year because Carlos'(one of the dudes I was supposed to go with) friend was incarcerated for a mishapping that took place weeks before Caribana, so Carlos went to pay him a visit

After getting my hair cut and going back home to get ready, I called my cousin and he told me, he had a girl on her way to his house, so I should let him "deal with her", send her home and than afterwards I should get ready to leave for him place

I wasn't mad or disappointed at all. It was just past noon, the sun was blistering hot, sitting in the middle of the sky and I didn't want to be sweating and messing up my new gears in the parade, so this gave me a chance to rest my bones before heading out to my cousins place (in my old neighborhood), where we would all leave for the aftermath of the Caribana Parade

What yawl gotta understand is, the Caribana is only one day from about 10 to 6, but the aftermath last for the whole long weekend, so lots more fun was still ahead.

Before arriving to my cousin's House(apartment)I stopped at the liquor store to grab some "potion" to "get right" before heading downtown where the party continued. Upon arrival to my cousins place we also picked up some "Bob Marley"...no not Cd's.lol

The phone calls start coming in, Johnny a friend who happened to have gone to the parade with his girl, tells us to hurry up. After a few more swig of our "potion", we boarded our bus, on our way downtown Toronto.

Not even 2 stops and my cousin says:
yo, check out 12 o clock coming on the bus, I had her in my room the other night, sucking on her titties but she didn't want to give the goods up. Then I saw the girl
am like: Yo, I remember her, she used to work up the street, I wanted to stuff her from way back. You did what? owwwwww

About midway downtown it became evident at one single subway stop that this was the Caribana weekend. WHY? Cause the train became swarmed with black people and black people only. You would have thought it was the Soul train or something, everybody was dressed like they were ready for a video shoot or a cameo
I said to my cousin: I bet you won't find alot of "Tommys" or "Jennifers" today huh ni99a? lol

On arrival to Young street(Young & Dundas), the street only had 4 Things, Ni99as,Babes,Polices and what seemed like a car show, all of each back to back to back. I was there for 3 reasons, to have fun, to socialize with beautiful babes and to see people that I haven't seen for a long time, cos If ever there was a place, this was it. It was like the inside of a club on Young street for these few days, except it was the streets, which to me was even better, more breathing space and no cover charge to get in.

I knew my cousin wasn't the type to roam the street all night, like I was(occasionally), so after bar hopping and getting even more inebriated with him, Johnny, his girlfriend and some other friends, I was fortunate to come across some friends from my high school days, but this wasn't before I exited the bar my cousin and our friends were in to get some fresh air, cause I was "fcuked up"

This was when I saw a stampede of people running, jumping over things, bottles smashing against the wall or concrete and people screaming like shots were fired running towards me. I swear this shit happens every year, the f..ked up part is that nobody really knows why they are running, just following the crowd. Stupid F..ks!

When they got closer I ran (well walked) inside the bar casually, I sat in the corner away from the windows where my cousin and friends were. They saw the crowd and started laughing saying I ran cause I was scared. I didn't run yawl
Like if I got shot they would pay my hospital bill. Hiss

Moments later I went back outside and that's when I saw my 2 two friends accompanied by their older bother and a entourage of people.
These dudes were rolling "Deep" 3 cars and about 7 dudes in total, so I left my cousin, he was preoccupied anyways, My night took a turn for the better, or so I thought.

Rolling with these dude was more fun because, It wasn't any girls amounts us, we covered more ground, saw and hollered at more babes. We also came across some more dudes we knew from high school: Kai and Marcus. Kai was rowdy as usual. I didn't approve of this, but it was funny

Me and my new found entourage were all leaned up against some store front, checking out all the babes, going up and down the street. Kai had to slap one girl on the ass because she was acting too uptight with the fellows. She stopped and "mean mugged" him for a while, Kai stood his place and grilled her right back. Before she walked off, I complimented her by saying: You look good, what you expect? Okay, so maybe I was a little inebriated, sorry ladies.

We hollered at so many girls yawl, it would be impossible to recall all the moments with each, we didn't even realise that the night was turning into morning, It all happened so far

When the sun Rose and the crowd died out, I hopped in my friend's bothers car to head home. After leaving the scene, this dudes car over-streamed. WTF?
And him bothers cars are now gone through the green lights , full speed ahead
I never thought about this at the moment but, what a good thing this didn't happen while trying to pick up babes on the streets. Can you imagine? lol

We had to buy bottles of water to fill up the radiator(which you aint supposed to do), 4 liters wasn't enough because something was leaking on the car. Moments later I noticed smoke coming from the radiator
(somebody say a little prayer for me, I could have died like OWNB but only from smoke inhalation, not from a cut and a stiff neck)
so we had to stop at a next store and get more water and that's when I saw a next friend from high school:

Delon, high school drop out, turned Hustler, always laughing, so I couldn't tell if he was laughing because he was happy to see me or at my situation or if it was because He never changed, It was good seeing him though, its been a long time

We got to a gas station before the car needed more water again, I never told the dude driving the car this but,
I think he needs to sell he car and buy a new radiator. lol

At this point the sun is up and we were getting closer to home, still far but closer.
Then I made the best decision of my life, It finally occurred to me to call and find out, where my cousin was.

Turns out he wasn't too far, he was actually 15 minutes behind us, on the all night bus just on his way home . I told the dude driving I was gonna take the bus. He said: Good, cause his car couldn'tbe able to mission to my part of town. I said: I know

Would you believe? I stood at the same place by the gas station's closest bus stop, boarded the bus and 4 hours later there was my cousin on the same bus. talk about
Devine intervention. lol
We got back to his place at around 7 O'clock in the morning on Sunday. Carlos shows up at 1 o'clock to find out what our night was like... everything else is a whole Nada story.

Not My Best Caribana weekend
But it was live

My Mediocre Weekend

Warning: This is a long one, enjoy cos I Wouldn't be posting for the rest of the week
I'll holla

Okay so before the weekend arrived I had originated a plan. The plan was to "GET FRESH" you know chop(buy) some new gears(clothes).
And as some of yawl know, I've been on my GRIND and for this whole summer I've decided to basically save more than I spend(which I have had great success with by the way).

But seeing its gonna be my favorite time in the summer
(the Caribana festival, plus long holiday weekend...next week(END)

I just had to do it.

But before heading downtown Toronto to my favorite clothing store, I had a 12 o clock appointment down the street

After I took care of that business, I headed onto the street where I was approached by one of the many Jehovah's Witness singing, handing out pamphlet, and talking to people going about their day. His theme was: IF YOU DIED NOW, DO YOU THINK YOU WOULD GO TO HEAVEN OR TO HELL?

I wasn't in any real rush plus I wanted to compare views with him so we spoke for about 20 minutes but I'll share the point with yawl

I replied to this question saying
welll I don't know
He asked for my name and said: well G, have you ever told a lie?
I Said: YES
He said: did you know that's a sin?
I said: Yes
He Said: Have you committed murder?
I said: Like I'd tell you lol...nah man
He said: well did you know its a sin to even have hate in your heart for your neighbor?
I said: I don't hate nobody
He said: have you ever looked at a women lustfully?
I said : you mean like adultery? I've done that, in fact I was ever noticing that female over there behind you. I wouldn't mind tussling with her

Before I left, he rapped up his speech and gave me a pamphlet and the message, which was: LIKE HIMSELF, ALL OF US ARE NOT PERFECT AND WE ARE ALL BORN SINNERS BUT UNTIL WE REPENT AND GIVE OUR LIVES TO THE LORD. IF TOMORROW WAS JUDGEMENT DAY, WE WOULD ALL BE HELL BOUND.
And my mom says I need to go to church....Why? I got the word right here on the street

So now while on my way to down town Toronto, the JW(Jehovah's Witness) words start to reemerge in my head: IT-IS-A-SIN-TO-STARE-LUSTFULLY-UPON-YOUR-NEIGHBORS.
And am thinking, with all these beautiful young girls looking so good in their $five dollars and 99 cent dresses, skirts, short tops, low rider pants and what have you. How can I not stare lustfully?

So I decided while I embark on my journey to the far lands of Toronto from saga, about a hour and a half 2 buses and 2 train ride overflowing with beautiful babes, to remember what the JW said and challenge myself and keep my eyes in my head and to myself

Here we go

An hour and a half later I am welcomed by the loud sound of urban music and a store clerk with an arse so big, I swear I wanted to cry...O/M/G.
Well there goes my chance in heaven......that fast

I need help yawl, I need to see the AA. Am an ASS ADDICT

The store Clerk: Welcome to Rockwell's, looking for anything special today?
I said: hmmmmm, just trying to find an outfit, you know?
Store clerk: Well I'll be right here If you need any help

After browsing around the store I decided I wanted a size 12 in some black and blue Bape Star(bathing ape),

a double X in some Gd'up rugby shirt,a size 38 in some faded denim jeans, a new pair of knickers(i call em shorts Princesa) and a black navy type flight button up Dickie shirt

I asked the big arse clerk to get my sizes and as she turned her back, I bit my lips and said: You Somalian girls sure got some ass on yawl.
She laughed and said: am not Somalian, am Ethiopian
I said: that would've been my next guess, but let me ask you something. What is a man supposed to do when he see a nice ass like that?
She replied cleverly: You better run the other way
We both had to laugh out loud

The next day on Sunday, on my way to my cousin's house I ran into my ex ex girlfriend(b4...you know?)The last time I saw her, about two weekends ago. I was reminded why I left her(broke up with her) she was in a bad mood, which is cool once in a while but too much is much. I said my quick Hi's and byes cos it felt like I was the reason for her anger. After all I had left her in the pass, so why wouldn't she be mad
But this time she was looking very good and was feeling flirtatious and she didn't blow my high so we spoke until my bus came.

Than about half an hour later, would you believe? I saw another one of my ex(ex of summer 2000 to 2003 or something like that) I actually wasn't sure if it was even her for the longest time, cos she had lost the shape she had from years back, when we were doing us in our younger days. A lot of things went through my mind there and then at that time
like 1: my oh my how life has changed, nothing truly don't stay the same
2:I was looking hella proper and she was notta. Which made me think, man am sure glad I have kept up on game, I just hope years from now I'll still be doing the same or even better. I felt good to be on top of my game
3:I know for a fact if i was still with her she would be in better Shape, cos I wouldn't stand for that shit
and 4: I wondered If I didn't waste(well "take" cos we had some great memories) 3 years of this girl life would she had been any different

When I arrived at my cousin's house my friend Carlos was there(these are the two dudes I'll most likely go to the Caribana festival with) Carlos is Spanish, we all go way back so we always clown at each other with racial jokes and all that(we say he's an illegal immigrant and he says why do we have pubic hair on out heads lol)

Since Carlos had owe me some money, I walked in, greeted my cuz and said: Yo cuz why you here all alone don't you have friends ni99a?
Carlos said: yo shut the fcuk up
I said: yo cuz did you hear something?
My coz caught the joke and said: Oh I didn't tell you I got a new pet yo. We call him Yo kato Taco bell lol

Carlos was quick to hand me $20 dollars and say He'll gimme to rest next week
As I took a seat and cracked a brewski, proceeding to bust-a-gut for the next few hours, knowing all the amount of shit these dudes are about the talk. I was ready to let the good times roll

My Mediocre Weekend

Bloody Weekend

Living in a multi-cultural society slash Country really opens your eyes to the many peoples of the world: Black,Brown,White and Yellow
I am practically alert to the ways and attitude of the different Group and Nationalities of peoples that I see around me on a regular basis: Blacks, Chinese, Whites and Indians

And although this post is just a Quick generalization and does not speak for the whole race of people I am bout to speak of, from what I have observed, it seems the black race is slightly leaning more towards the road to SELF DESTRUCTION than the other folks(THIS IS MAINLY A FOCUS ON THE YOUTHS)

Now don't get me wrong I know ever race fights amongst themselves time to time, but why is it in curtain black communities, it seem like a never ending battle? This is what an article wrote about this past week end in and around Toronto(my city)

"A brutal spasm of violence convulsed the city over 24 hours and left FOUR(4) dead and SEVEN(7) injured in SIX(6) separate incidents -- none more shocking than the death of 11-year-old Ephraim Brown caught in gang crossfire.

Have you ever seen China Town? They got a small town full of Chinese owned Businesses, Chinese owned Banks, Chinese market place, Chinese products(you name it, they got it Chinese made and owned) These people are so family, business and educationally oriented

And they may fight against themselves but they don't make it an issue to kill each other and get broadcast on the news, gaining a negative image. whether as a couple or as strangers, I've noticed them to be so loving. If a Chinese woman gets on the bus, Its more than likely she will sit next to a Chinese person if the seat is available

The Indians are similar to the Chinese: Family, Business and Education comes first.
A lot of them start from an apartment and work as a family towards owning a house and renting out the basement( I know cos without even thinking I know 2 people that rent out rooms from Indian people) but over the years the younger family members branches off on their own, not before helping the family secure financial stability and stability of their own

But In most black families (not all) as little "Keisha" starts dating and someone tells her she has a curfew all hell breaks loose because she feels like a woman and can do as she pleases. Many too young too often wines up Pregnant, moves out the families home and becomes no real value to their families

Have you ever been on the bus and saw a young Chinese or Indian mother with a child and no father present? I can't remember a Chinese or a Indian, but I can dam sure remember seeing a few young white and black single mothers(without the father present)

Can you imagine a mother pushing a stroller through a snowed-filled winter street and all the attention she gets loading the stroller on a fully loaded bus?
No need to ask if that child's life was planned for or if she/he(the child) has a college savings....well this is where the problem lies?

my apologies to all the single mothers struggling or not, I am well aware not every mother on the bus is struggling or didn't plan for their children's lives. I don't want to be prejudice, but these are my observations

And like myself the "Leroy's". Am bound to got in trouble Because more than likely I am in some way, Sharpe or form disobeying the law ie experimenting with minor drugs, like its nothing(weed), dealing and trafficking drugs with every thing that comes with it, womanizing, not focusing on the future and getting lead astray, wasting the most previous time of our life's: our youth

I admit that I left my parents house to live with my two cousins because I was stubborn and wanted to be free from parental control and within a years time I got in some trouble and moved right back to Square One, and boy Oh boy was that experience costly: time and money wise

And believe me, if it wasn't for my parent's non nonsensical attitude, I would still be out there with the rest of them. I can speak for most young youths and say we sometime believe there is a more lucrative life style selling and dealing on the street. Most of us go through that phase but some of us get stuff in that phase and some just don't make it out at all

My frustration with the issue of Gun Violence is, ever time something like this happens, the Mayor, the Premier and the rest of the city calls for tougher sentences
and even banning Hand Guns. This is usually the politicians reaction after the publics out cry

But I truly believe the root of the problem lies within the ATTITUDE & MENTALITY of the youths, we as the youths lack awareness on a wide ranch of things from: self control, integrity, career choices, educational facts, Brotherhood, a greater meaning for life etc.

I think its up to the indivduals and the peoples involved with these issues, not so must the leaders because as much as I could say Its hard here in Canada. I know without a doubt they are opportunities here for the taking, as long as you prepare yourself from early on in life, why do we learn when its too late?


I know this post shed some light on the negative issues occurring in some communities
But Please note I am well aware they are positive influences in these communities also

Question?
What do you think it will take to up lift the youths to a higher purpose in/for life?
and do you think its a societal problem or home based?
Will things change 50 years from now or will it be the same?

G

My Fascination

I like em tall, with or without curves.
So many of them are around me where am from
One take rise in the summer time almost everyday.

Whether in the heart of the city or the inner city slums(ghettos) they still fascinate me.
To me they symbolize strength, achievement,power and how far we have come
They command my attention,especially when numerous amounts are together in one location.
The view one gets sometimes is awing and nothing but breathtaking

What am I talking about?
Sky scrapers,high rises,the City's sky line.
(apartment,condos & offices you name it)

This post was inspired by the latest addition to the Mississauga City sky line
(Sauga City for short,my second home)
I pass by these towers almost everyday (see picture below), only the two small ones are built already. The Bigger ones are just taking raise! Feast your eyes on this...BAM!!

I believe prices start from $169,900 for 670 sq. ft. to $500,000s for a penthouse with 1,490 sq. ft...yea!! Imagine partying in the penthouse about 50 floors up.
Fascinating no?
Why is this fascinating to me?
Well,I'd have to say the New York City Sky line started it all and it must have been from in those Hollywood Movies.
Those panoramic aerial view were what captivated me and kept a hold since.
Plus my first "home" in Canada was a high rise,we stayed 16 flights up,the view wasn't fascinating at all,in fact we didn't even have a balcony,just a window. But across the city,a member of the family or a friend of the family would and I would enjoy the view there whenever I was a guess.

I once took a 4 nights,3 days,bus tour to New York City.
(me and 2 friends... a whole Nada story)

At the time I was going to college for Recording Music Production.
I told my folks It was a trip towards furthering my education.
lol Borat wait.....NOT!!!
I remember we even had free tickets for a view of the city atop the Empire State Building,but we scalped em (the tickets) on the street to some Chinese tourists. you know?? The ones with the cameras!! aw New York,New York. Beautiful city

Being Downtown on Broadway in Time Square made me feel at home to my fascination, the lights the traffic, the people, the buildings just the whole atmostphere
it made me realise,Downtown Toronto (where am from) was nothing compare to this. Looking around,I was in aw everywhere I turned.
Talk about concrete Jungle. At lease Toronto had some trees lol
Manhattan is kinda like Toronto though(kind of) and Central Park is Huge and a good place to get a view of the city. I remember visiting the site John Lennon got shot,
The Brooklyn Bridge,Canal Street(little Italy),the Rockefeller centre and the Twin towers,Post 911.

What also fascinates me is the fact, these gigantic Towers are built in what seems like "No Time". Here in Canada they say its only two seasons: Winter and Construction Season. Have you guys ever seen the time is takes to bulid a house or a building back home? Man, you gotta work with what you got for now, Must be the motto
in Jamaica, because sometimes the house get built half way and sometimes never even becomes finished

Sure I have other fascinations,but this is just one of them and so is music,that's why I posted a song I did a year ago above, check it out.

Tell me whats your fascination or what fascinates YOU?

Coolie Man

Coming back from Toronto on a late Saturday night, well about 11 0'clock. I ran into Coolie man
A friend from around the way. This guy is smooth and stays fresh (freshly dressed) something like me.
We're both from yard so, more times we link up, blaze some piff, chill out and just be on the street somewhere where the action's at or just creating some.

I was on my way home but, I wasn't in no rush so we chilled, smoked some piff and caught up on whats been happening. He told me he had just "sent" his girl home, but wasn't ready to go home to his place which he just moved into a week ago and that he wouldn't mind finding a girl to bring back home tonight

It's getting later and the streets isn't filled with people anymore. I had to roll up some more piff cos this dude messed the first on up, by putting too much "botch" in the weed

Right then came along a female that wasn't sleeping in "her own" bed that night. I knew she looked good so if I didn't say something, Coolie Man most definitely would. I didn't say anything as she passed I couldn't help but looking back at her arse

I turned around. What do I see? No Coolie man hugging up this gal like she him wife. a wey dey mumma bloodcloth? lol

Am not surprised at all. Turns out he already made himself known to this female too, like the rest of them around the way.
Funny thing is, this dude is always in this same area with his girl. Whats even more funny is, this dude still flirts with girls while with her(his girl) and writes it off as being friendly...lol...
if flirting is being friendly, then this guy is very friendly
but he's not afraid to tell me, his girl, or any other girls that

He runs his girl, his girl no run him..is what he say.. and he ain't never lie!

So catch the good part now, we all go sit and talk, while me and Coolie man smoked recreationally(lol) and got in this girls head. Being the nice guys we are, we passed the weed to the girl but she refused, we thought she would

Now girlfriend goes on her cellphone, confronting her Boyfriend: who is Keisha? She ask!?!

We're both trying to make matters worse, we wouldn't keep quiet. We laughed while saying: A idiot boy that, left de boy, him a fool..lol

Five minutes later she comes off the phone disappointed as the next 69% of other women out there, saying "see this is why sometimes I wish I was a lesbian cos guys are so blah blah fcuking blah"! A sad reality really

Inside her head now we both back each other up saying:
A diss him a diss you, left de boy, me can treat you better and work you better
She went right along saying: Am gonna give him "bun" I should sleep with (fcuk) one of his friends
Me and Coolie man said: na don't do that. No sleep with him friend, dat no right, we can bun and cheese you, if a "bun" you want give you man
She laugh, we are all having a good time

So where is your place? she asked Coolie Man.
Right up the street, said Coolie Man.
Oh really I live in the same area she said.
So come spent the night at my place, me can sleep on the floor and you can have the bed, said Coolie Man
Na, I got work in the morning, I have to be there at 1 o'clock tomorrow, but I am kind of hungry, she said
There is a pizza place open all night right across from me, said Coolie man
could you follow me to the Mc donalds? She asked.
You a white gal? what do you? no wam no Mc Donalds eat some pizza. Said Coolie Man

Coolie Man looks behind and said
see the bus dem dey a come
we all crossed the street to catch our buses,
I didn't want to intrude on these two night of passion so, I said
Yo coolie Man, link me tomorrow
R right likkle more: said Coolie Man

As they both took off, boarding their bus, with a Saturday fever that calls for
anything

Allow me to introduce yawl to Coolie man....

On The Grind

okay, I know I've been giving yawl a lot of sex talk on my blog lately. And for the sake of not confusing anyone, I feel the need to clarify that those stories were of the past and not of the present

And contrary to me being the G that I Am and what some of yawl might think: Since my last relationship(4 months ago) I confess, I have not, yes not fcuked any pus(h)y since.
(ha-ha-ha laugh all yawl want lol)but see, Am not a slut! lol.

Now don't get me wrong, I've fingered (around with) 2 girls, could have fcuked one but, I wanted Head, she wanted to fcuk but, we didn't have any condom so we left it alone...but that's exactly what this post isn't about

This post is about being on the GRIND: Not being sidetrack by my usual temptations,
Girls(pusshy), partying, buying fashionable Items(clothes), friends and anything else that might consume any of my hard earned money.
basically am stacking my ones(getting and saving money) ching ching!!!

I could give a fcuk if she's a sexy ass female staring me down
cos a lot of these girls might be sexy but they are broke with no jobs and I don't need that shit in my life right now. Am focus on self. A ni99a got school tuition and bills to pay, never mind also saving for a car and I wasn't exactly born into a rich family,
so forget taking girls out buying em popcorn and or movie tickets

Like Jigga(Jay-Z) said: AM FOCUS MANNNN
So for this summer I decided to keep a low profile

I'd like to quote Nas by saying
"my money money money
my "Bitch" is my money
money is my "Bitch"
I love her cos she keep a Ni99a rich
She said without her I ain't shit"

After all life ain't all Ice scream and lolly pop

Ya Boy's keeping busy making "Hits" though, like the one posted above, check it out, I just recently made the beat and dropped a quick Lil verse on it. Let me know what yawl think...

oh sorry about my "french" at the end of the song, as a form of respect for the ladies who come here, I will edit that soon

Diary of a G, Staying on my Grind

My True (Weird) Confession

Okay, First of all this only Happened ONCE. And second of all Am very uncomfortable writing about this, so Please Before you Judge me and conclude me Crazy or Whatever.

Let me take this chance to say in advance Forget (F)Yawl. You Don't Know Me Like That! Lawling.

Okay, don't think am crazy or weird, but the other night I woke up and realised I had just Dreamt about a BLOGGER. The weird part is that, from what I can remember. If I hadn't woke up the time I did, the way things were going between us(in my dreams), I probably would have Slept with her. A nicer word for Fcuked Her, Yeah.

This post Will be as Vivid as my memory of the dream was

The location was unknown but I remember it took place on what seemed like a cool summer night, in a secluded area in a lovely park, by a endlessly flowing canal. (don't ask)

She Just appeared out of nowhere. Almost like this was planned from earlier.
As I sat there Awaiting her to approach , She came over and we passionately made-out instantly.

There was very little dialogue. Maybe even non, but plenty of action. I couldn't keep my hands off her. And she welcomed every kiss and every tough

She sat in my lap while I held my Arms around her beautiful body. She was appropriately dressed in what seemed like a sun dress, or whatever, A dress. With my arms laying on her legs, I looked deep into her eyes.

WHAT SHE WANTED WAS MORE THAN OBVIOUS.

As I stared into her eyes, at the same time the erection of my man hood lifted her higher, while she seated in my lap. I took a chance and slowly maneuver my right hand up under her dress.

She had that coca butter, baby powder smell (Just like I like it) with silk like, smooth sexy skin (remind you of yourself...lol)

My hand crept up in between her thighs. She bit her lips, closing her eyes in sweet agony, from the pleasure I had given her, by only being so close to what was later to come.

I believe I caught myself(in my dreams) at that moment, and thought to myself, wait a minute, this doesn't add up. I gotta be dreaming.

Then I woke Up.


A true Confession

Moral Decline

In the past,selfish, blatant immorality has been pointed to as a contributing factor in the fall of civilizations, such as the Romain Empire.

Before in society, we had a sense of right and wrong.
Now, we can do whatever we want. Society is growing even more tolerant towards extramarital affairs.

Little more than a generation ago such actions would have caused moral outrage. Today, we are bombarded with sexual imagery from every conceivable angle and pornography has planted itself firmly in the mainstream.

The material that was once only considered safe for an 18-plus audience, is now often considered appropriate family viewing and, often explicitly targeted towards children.

Clearly, over the past few decades, morals have deteriorated rapidly in many places world wide. What has led to these changes and what do these changes indicate for the future?

Some say World War 1(1914)brought forth an era of unparalleled moral decline.

In the decade after World War 1. The so-called Roaring twenties- old values and moral restraints were brushed aside and were replaced by an anything-goes approach.
The ten years which followed the war may aptly be known as the decade of Bad Manners

The World's Great Depression of the 1930's plunged many into abject poverty. By the end of that decade, the WORLD had entered World War 2. Nations were making weapons of destruction, leading the world out of depression but plunging it into suffering and horror beyond the human imagination. By the end of the war, some 50 million
men, women and children lives were taken.

Life on many home fronts appeared as cheap and short as life on the battle front.
The constant threat of death intensified people's yearning for emotional relationships, even if transient ones.

After WW2, studies showed people began to talk openly about sexual matters, which earlier were not commonly discussed.

For a time, there was an effort to preserve the appearance of propriety. In radio, motion pictures, and television, immoral content was censored. But not for long.

By the 1960's America began a uninterrupted slide towards what might be called De civilization. This was Also reflected in many other lands. In the 60's the moral decline accelerated.

That decade(60) saw, the women's liberation movement and the sexual revolution- new morality. Also birth-control pills were developed. Sex could be enjoyed without fear of conception. Sexual relations without any commitments became common.

At the same time, the press, the movies, and television loosened their moral codes.
They clearly normalize intense violence and brutality and they encourage sexual Promiscuity.

By the 70's VCR's had gained popularity. People could now view immoral, sexually explicit material that they would never have allowed themselves to be seen viewing in a public theater. More recently, by means of the Internet, Pornography of the most despicable sort (lol) has become available in the hands to anyone who have a computer

THE CONSEQUENCES IN MANY WAYS ARE FRIGHTENING. AS YOU CAN SEE DAILY


And now ladies and Gentle men, What are your thoughts on this issue of Moral Decline?