JUGGLING

In case you didn't know, Am not only a Blogger(I hate saying that)

Am a producer(beat maker)check out the sample song above
Rapper,
sex machine,
and also a good lover(kimor)

Just thought yawl should know

Juggling all these things aint easy at all

Sometimes I find myself dropping one of the above to concentrate on the other.

I just wish I could drop my job to concentrate on sex or rapping and producing. lol

Love is out of the equation, cause love can be costly,
A luxury nowadays I can't afford.

My priority is money
which takes time to accumulate

Here's my problem:
"Patients is a "Bitch"and that "Bitch" is my problem,
problems I have a few and a need patient to solve em"
catch 22

Smile For Me

I got my tooth fixed via Root Canal. I thank God that's over and done with

Now Am pissed off cause It cost me $250, plus an unexpected $150 dollars for fillings. WTF?!
Oh yeah, Prescription too.

But on he Bright side with-in less than 2 years. I've spent, one thousand, five hundred(A Grand covered by insurance) on two of my teeth.

So I guess the price(worth) of my smile has gone up. Now I ain't quite "BALLIN'"
like em Rappers...Yet
But, you gotta start somewhere, right?

It feels good, even though I still can't really smile, because of the sedative(anaesthetic)which still has my mouth numb

But When I do, Y'all ladies better watch now.

The Time I Thought About Jumping From A Balcony

Where do I start?
OK this is about my first real girlfriend in Canada.
I sort of stole her from this guy from Zimbabwe, how lived in my building and went to my High school.

His name was Samson. Dude had a very heavy accent. See what had happened was, I saw him in my building, we spoke for a second cause I knew him from school.

He told me he had two girls in the near by area and needed some assistant.
And I was more than happy to help.

I took his numbers and gave him a call. Yawl remember those high school days? Where you used to 3 or 4-way all your friends. Well that's how it started.

See Am a very observant person. I take note of little things and use them to my advantage. I don't make it obvious either. I use my peripherals

Right away I noticed the girls found his accent amusing, and would laugh every time he spoke. But Samson didn't noticed why they were laughing. He was just happy the girls were happy

I used a different approach. I used a cool nonchalant blunt swagger approach

The girls said they liked my voice and they wanted to meet me.

Weeks or so later, we all met up together in the girl's HOOD

The girl that would end up being my girlfriend was only visiting her friend she actually stayed else where.

Me and Cuttie(her real nick name in a Trini accent, sorry Raquelle) connected better than the other girl

I think Samson was going for Cuttie too, but man he was moving too slow. Plus Cuttie was gravitating towards me and vice Vera. Samson was cool with it tho

Me and Cuttie dated for 3 to 6 to 8 months something like that. Than I broke up with her. Can't remember why. I never can

I remember one night coming from work, I got a call from Cuttie, saying I should come to visit her, her mother wasn't gonna be home for hours.

Now Cuttie was 17, lived with her younger brother, and her mother, and boy oh boy was her mother ever strict(Girls with strict mothers are the best. If their mothers only knew what their little daughters do). OWNB can also fit in this category

Anyways Cuttie had some Huge breast. I think I tittie fucked her...hahaha. Yeah I did I know I did

On that same night after I had fucked her(Or like IOI prefers) After we had sex(your welcome), we were playing around in the living room.

I remember I had some money in my pocket, and her taking it out and putting some in her bosom, and giving her little brother some, and telling him to go and hide

I knew how much I had so I was just enjoying myself groping and fishing around thru her breast.

An inconspicuous Act her than innocent brother never seemed to realise


THE STORY IS ALMOST FINISH YAWL BEAR WITH ME. THIS IS WHERE THE DRAMA BEGINS.

All of a sudden, someone's keys start to jiggle at the door

OH SHIT!!! screamed Cuttie in a panicky and stuttering voice she said
GO..GET..UM..GO..GO......GET ON THE BALCONY!!

I went on the balcony and ducked below the window, as Cuttie held the door close from her now startled mother. I listen from outside the balcony, Everything from now is in a loud angry Trinidadian voice.

Her mother said: CUTTIE WHY DA HELL YOU HOLDING THE DAMN DOOR SHUT, ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT?

Then

In a shocked voice the Mother said: WAIT A MINUTE, YOU BRINGING MAN INTO MY HOUSE?

Cuttie said: NO MOMMY in a weeping voice
The Mother Said: YOU LYING, LORD JESUS CHRIST HAVE MERCY PON MY SOUL
WHO'S SHOE IS THIS?
Cuttie Didn't reply
The Mother Said:GET OUT MY WAY
CUTTIE: MOMMY NO
The Mother Screamed:GET-OUT-MY-WAY

That's went I looked down yawl. 19 flights. I ain't thought about jumping, but I thought about "STUNTING" like Jackie Chan and maneuvering my way to the apartment floor below.

Than I heard her Mother coming towards the balcony. I was scared yawl. I was thinking the worse and hoping for the best. I thought she was gonna push me or slap me a couple times at lease. This woman sounded like a beast.

I stood up before she reached the balcony to face my destiny

The Mother said: WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

Picture a big tall intimidating black dude trying to put a "have mercy" Am innocent look on his face

I hesitated and Said in a calm low wondering voice as if I was puzzled myself:
I don't know

The look must have worked yawl, because she had some pity on me and just said harshly

GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. AND DON'T LET ME EVER CATCH YOU HERE OR WITH MY DAUGHTER AGAIN. GET OUT!

But The most Important thing was, I found enuf time, to get Cuttie to give me the money from her bosoms, then I went and saw her brother scared shit less in the closet. I said I gotta go homie gimme my money.

I put on my shoe and left. As I walked down the corridor to the elevator I laughed to myself as I heard through the walls, Cuttie's Mother cursing her out.

I was just Glad I took the elevator and didn't go off the balcony that night yawl

THE END

EXCRUCIATING PAIN

I can't tell yawl how much it hurts

It hurts to have spoiled you, only to have you hurt me in return

I thought spoiling you, would only make you happy
Hence making both of us happy, but It only backfired in my face.

There was a time when I used to laugh or smile, and it didn't upset you,but you started to hurt me, and bring me down

You started to act up more than before, this time the usually treatment won't work.
This time it seems if we're gonna mke it, we need professional help

And this time its now or never because if I react too late.

I know I'll lost you forever

I promise to fix the problem, and I swear I'll treat you better.

I'll try my very best to never forget to check up on you in the morning
and before I go to bed at night.

Its funny how its only now I cherish those good old days, when things aren't going good

I know I was childish and yes Me Diary of a G. I apologize for the way I treated you

I can't say I've cried, but I have allmost shed a tear, from the hurt I brought onto myself

I apologize and Am sorry I waited so long

The agony of the pain is unbearable. No longer can I live with this

I've even begon to lose sleep over you

I toss n turn frustrated by the pain and hurt I've caused you and myself

I even prayed to God, We will return to the good old days. Amen

5.12.07 The Wedding Was Beautiful.

Me and the Groom's men Got dressed in the same house.

We were told to be at the church at 2:15, all thought the wed starts at 3:00

After getting the car waxed inside out
And returning to the house it was 1:45 and we haven't gotten dress yet

2:45 the bride is already at the Church waiting in the limousine

Now we're flying on the high way towards the church
We made it just in time 3:05 and got escorted inside the church

Everything was beautiful the place was unrecognisable from the rehearsal.
I all most forgot my place in the wedding, but I got it straight though.
I did My March and escort My wedding date arm in arm down the aisle

Here comes the Bride all dressed in white. She looked absolutely beautiful, soaking in the moment of her life. Cameras flashed, the church roused to welcome her presence
The camera men captured every moment from two different angle.

The pastor made everyone loosen up, with some great wedding jokes, and quotes from the Bible. The wedding singer did his thang.

After the marriage process was through. We stood outside the Church for some Pictures

This is where the fun really begins
I got to drive back to the Living Art Centre
A beautiful park like area for wedding ceremony to gather and take pictures
The same Place Me and OWNB got caught F'ing around (I got stories wherever I go)

I must say driving on the high way with tons of families and friends is fcuking awesome dude
Switching lanes like Rich Boy in that video "Throw some D's on that Bitch"
Definitely has a totally cool effect. Mannn..I gotta stay focus and get my ride.

After hours of taking pictures, complaints of hunger started to emerge
My sister would not hear a word of it, as she wanted to capture every angle of the beautiful surroundings

We got to the Reception hall, still waiting on the Bride to return from the photo shoot.
THANK GOD the caterer's were serving some appetisers before we entered the reception
hall

We had royal treatment and helped ourselves to two trays of appetisers
Well those of us who didn't mind spoiling our appetite

When the bride and the groom finally arrived we entered the reception hall
One word: Magnificent

This is getting too long but it was all a groovy time from here.
I'll explain further in the comment section about anything else


Some fool once said They didn't leave comments on my previous family pictures because they wasn't a friend of mines

I really don't give two ducks about who you are
say what you please

For The Hell Of It

The song above is dedicated to OWNB. On what would have been our 11 months together,
but due to the course of life. We some how never made it.

But such is life. Don't take it too serious yawl
This Is For The Hell Of It

see post below

What Title Best Suites This Story

DISCLAIMER:For the purpose of understanding I have to provide some minor details

I got to take it back for a minute yawl
I thought this would be a good topic to share with the female readers

Picture a house with 8 to 10 different people right, I ain't saying its her fault the place had Mice/Rats. Whatever. Ain't like it was her family's house

I remember we used Rat poison, Rat traps and all that shiz to try and kill em.

I even remember one night, being Butt-Ass-Naked wearing only my Timberland Boots, trying to stomp and kill em[rats].

I didn't really want to cause I wasn't trying to mess up my new gray Timbs(FVCK THAT)....Dead rat on my TIMBS.....uh uh!!!

So after this one weekend returning from her mom's house, back to her resident closer to her school, OWNB calls me.

She tells me the poison must have worked, cause one of the Rats is dead(there was a few) and she was disgusted by the sent & smell. All though petrified she handle her business and did what she had to do(clean up)

About a month or so later, we were chilling in her room. We ordered some Chinese food(saute beef) and did the usually. At one point I remember her saying she was gonna take a shower, but she kept procrastinating.

THIS IS THE POINT OF THE STORY. I had to let one go. You Know(past gas) And this one wasn't gonna be cool(when you know it you just know it) so am rushing her, constantly remaining her to stop playing around and go take a shower.

She asked me: "WHY ARE YOU RUSHING ME TO TAKE A SHOWER SO BAD"
I said
"I WANT TO TASTE YOU, BABY", knowing she couldn't resist the tongue.
She make haste and went to take a shower.

After she left I instantly released the accumulated build-up I had inside of me. AHHHHH!!!!

Forget yawl that shiz iz natural

Now Am just leaning back in a swivel reclining chair.
Minutes after, she opens the door & entered the room,her face spelt "DISGUSTED" all over, she stood by the door for a few second.
I had a manly smirk on my face, as I observed

It almost killed me when she finally said.
"BABY, IS IT ME OR DOES IT SMELL LIKE A DEAD RAT IN HERE.

Ooouuuccchhh lol..... YOU MUTHA F^CKER I Thought

Yawl can't even imagine how I wanted to laugh but I maintained my laughter and held my composure and replied.
"I THINK SO, BABY"

THE END


MULTIPLE CHOICE
What Title best suites this story

A Basking in the Ambiance
B I just disgraced myself(by sharing this story)
C my fart smell is the equilent of a dead rat?
Or
D Must have been the Chinese food or something?
There are no wrong answers

From Sauga To scarbro From T.O to Brampton

I Love caribana. Here's some Lyrics I wrote about 2 years ago,
describing one of my caribana experience
Oh shout outs to my favorite person. AM A BABE I finally got my music uploaded.
Respex.

Diary Of A G:

Yo check out the kid smoking marijuana
setting up shops on the block cause summer's right around the corner
Oh Am A wild-out this caribana

And if a dude pose treat
then its gonna be a slug fest
With so many girls
Am a have me a fuck fest
If I don't get my D!#k suck
my night ain't a success

You might have seen us last year
It was me and JUICE
Riding slow up Yonge Street
hollering at girls with my head out the roof

Yeah we Bagged a few Girls
Yeah you know how we do
The Marriott Had mad girls doing stuff for loot
We met some girls from Buffalo,
they were prostitutes

I said "Trick Please" and went back on the street
cause picture me paying for PU$$Y
when them Girls from the States got down in the back of the jeep

I saw mad police and some dude hopping out his red Cadi Flag gin'
A fight broke out he went home in a Pattie Wagon

Blunts we had em
with ya girl puttin on one of my Trojan magnum

We was rolling real deep like we popular
Looking clean from the Cadillac down to the Acura
Who want beef we got those we'll pop at ya

wake up in the morning
watch the news with a bad ass chick
and just laugh at ya
Ya heard

From Sauga To Scarborough From T.O to Brampton
Am coming at these dudes like am straight out of Compton
Am that dude with an attitude you probably can't stand him
Am cocky with the pen I know these girls know Am handsome
We don't care about ya dude we got shottie and hand.....

verse 2...

"Upgrade"

The first time I saw her, she were just sitting there.
I got a gleam of her face as I walked by
I took a seat behind her. Even though she had you back turned, it was
obviously she was beautiful

I could only see the thickness of her thighs, amplified against her seat
With her hair streaming down her back. She looked like she was coming from the office, I noticed her stilettos, her whole persona screamed beautiful


Right at that moment someone got up to get off the bus.
She switched seats leaving room for one person beside her.

If this wasn't a sign I don't know what was, I'd be a fool not to find out.
I approached her. She had a warm welcoming smile

I said straight forward. "I don't mean to bother you or be rude but, I was just sitting there and I couldn't help but noticed your body language was calling me".

She broke a smile and asked curiously "what do you mean by my body language was calling you"?

Am like "maybe its just me or because your so beautiful or maybe I just wanted to give you a compliment. All I know is I couldn't help myself from saying Hello". Before she could reply
I said "I like your stilettos, you look nice,where you coming from, work?
All in one sentence

She said "Yeah"
I asked her "how was your day"?

At that point She was more than comfortable .
We discussed Names, Background, A Little History, Hobbies & Interest.

Surprisingly her name was only a syllable different from the girl I thought I was in love with at the time
At that point I made It clear I was with someone and was only being friendly and
I thought she was beautiful and wanted to let her know

We spoke until My stop came then I said
"It was nice talking to you. You having
a nice evening" and left the bus.

No more than a week after I broke up with ONB. I was getting off the bus 1 stop earlier to go the store. I got approached by that same bodacious woman. Her timing was perfect I thought.

Cutting to the chase. I said "how is are you doing, your daugther and your husband"?
She show me her hands and said "what husband? Does it look like I have any ring on my fingers"? "Thank god" I said. We both laughed

We were standing by the store she supportably got off the bus one stop earlier to go to. All though I knew she didn't have to go into any damn store.

I wasted no time and asked If "she mind if I gave her a call later"?
She didn't mind at all. She complied giving me her numbers and said "call me anytime
Am always home I don't go out allot".

That day I walked home in a state of bliss & utter happiness

Since than I've been to her apartment once. On my Blog she's been referred to as the "Upgrade" so we'll just call her that for now & future proposes

Out Door Activities (For Couples)

Hiking
Hiking is when a couple goes in the brushes or a wooded park area.
removing their pants, panties & boxers only wearing their tops, stilettos(girl)& Timberland boots(guys). The point of this: always ready to fuck(or get it on).
Preferably in the night of course unless yawl some real freaks. lol

Going For A Ride On The Subway(When No One's Looking)
Thats when the girl goes on top of the guy while he's sitting, slide the panties over
slip in and go for a ride while on the subway
Now I've done this before and the key to this is easy access & Mini Skirts make for great access.
Plus its the summer time who how expect those two aren't just making out heavily (mind yawl This was spontaneous not planned)

A Swing In The Park
Swings aren't just for kids I hope you know.
I learnt this on a wild horny summer night.

Scaring Your Elders Out The Park
This isn't something you do purposely but if it happens you can always laugh about it
Like The Subway Ride mini skirts are your best freind in these situations
This is where you handle your business while looking out(keeping 6) but get carried away & still end up getting caught.
therefore..... Scaring Your Elders Out The Park. It happens all the time

Picnics(Freaknics)
Is when you lay out a blanket where ever you feel comfortable. Am like Yogi bear I love Picnics. The stories are endless. Anything & everything goes down.

Me & My Sista

It seems Every time, am trying to save some money
something always comes up with my Sista.
Don't get me wrong I love her & always come thru for her
Because I understand she's just claiming
whats rightfully her as my Sista.

background
She's my youngest Sista 27. Am turning 24. We came to Canada together.
She's lived on she own for sometime now

I get calls like
Hello G. You know its your niece birth day in 2 weeks right?
She likes those Dora or the Brat dolls

next month
Hello G its Mothers Day lets buy something for her.
am like wasn't it her birthday last week

next 2 months
Hi G Don't forget my birthday is next week.
Just get me this purse I saw for 60 bucks

And all though Am glad I went to Jamaica
If it wasn't for my Sista, I probably wouldn't have gone.
Plus it was my next big Sista's Wedding.

Anyways her big day is in 2 weeks & she wants things perfect.
I got a call saying me & my cousin (L Easy) are taking part in the wedding
Telling us she expect fresh hair cuts & no disappointment

She said I should buy or rent a tuxedo.
Am like I just brought a suit to go the weeding in Jamaica.
She said fine, but your gonna need new dress shoe.
Although I have dress shoe I Said fine
She said and a new white dress shirt.
I said fine
Than She said and a vest
Again I agreed.

She don't play yawl.
She told me where there was a sale on some nice dress shoe & shirt & where and when to go get the vest fitted.

I met up with the Groom & his best man to all go and get our vest fitted.
I got to tell yawl. Those vests are some Pimp, Player, Pusher stuff. In other words nice, fresh and clean

Normally I wouldn't go out of my way to buy such clothing
Because its not my everyday style, but while I was there in the store I saw a couple vests that would suite a brotha just fine.

Seeing that My Sista choose the vest colour to match her wedding theme, I wouldn't say this colour goes for any occasion, so Am planning to get another vest soon

So far, the Dress shoe I got. The best dress shoe I've ever purchase
I haven't got the Dress shirt yet
Suit's being clean
I know there gonna be a camera crew but, I also want to get my own digital camera
I got to capture the moments. shit I'll be stunting. This time I spent money on myself and I feels good

Damn am just Glad since I left that girl I've been stacking my ones so right now the money ain't a real problem.


Am just saying.

Cold Hearts N Hard Times

If you can listen to the song above while reading the story

I read this story the other day and was in disbelief

A man was gunned down as he and his girlfriend left an establishment
Shot point-blank in his car

what shocked me was a cold witness who's car got hit after the victims vehicle smashed into his after the gunshot wound to the chest

Rather than offer assistance as the victim struggled to take his final breaths.
This motorist only concerned was obtaining the victims insurance papers. wow I thought

the couple were driving along the street, got approached and the guy was hit with a single bullet

Unable to control his car, it careered into another car

This driver expressed no concern about the victim, simply wanted ID/Insurance for the car accident

When he realise the victim's Girlfriend was making a call He drove off. The other motorist car was all that kept the victim's vehicle in place, so As the motorist drove off the victims car carried down the boulevard until the girlfriend was able to switch off the ignition.

Contrary To Your Beliefs

For Your Enjoyment listen to this song while Your Here.. G loves it

I wrote this on someones blog and it gave me and idea for a post

I believe the real uncle tom was a black man born into slavery who gave his life to protect other slaves.
when his story was turned into a movie, the writers re-worked the script making uncle tom's character the opposite
the white man has successfully managed to teach blacks an incorrect, caucasion-favoring version of history..like always
I read this somewhere And I believe its true

now back to ya post
Ok how is snoop D O double Dizzle
a uncle tom?
If its the Girls he's walking with that get you upset why?
they're getting more than they would ?hookering? on the street
how is snoop an embarrassment to black people?
This dude like you say was a stone cold gang banger who now drive his own car, wear his own clothes, has the world speaking his language and can promote anything better than anybody
snoop is now coaching a minor league boys football team
so to Golden silence thats contributing to society. and am sure he does more than just that
I hate white wash black people that think rappers are a waste, when they make more money than yawl fuckers pointing fingers ever will
Why should this dude change his image to appeal to yawl? fuck that. hes staying true to the homies. Inspiring them that they too can beat the odds. ever saw it that way?
as a black man I look up to Snoop and alot of other rappers. they are trend setters. They do what they like and get paid big for it
you think anybody would have give a fuck about snoop if he had got a 9 to 5? I bet you would be much more proud to see him going to work in a suit at a office everyday over and over again huh?
Fuck that appealling to society shit. when your in the mood you do as you please. fuck a broke persons opinion. why ya think they broke cause all they will ever have is an opinion

I heard Jay-z is coming out with his own colour "Jay-Z blue"
what have you done lately?

What A Great Day!

OK I just got home about 10 minutes a go, without going to my blog to view my comments or anything else. I just had to write about my day today, especially coming home on the bus, it waas the best. Only thing is yawl really don't want me to tell yawl what happened. it was rude ,immature, childish, impolite, ignorant, everything you guys are gonna say about it when I finish telling yawl......but...... I believe it was human nature......but first You got to wait here, than count to a hundred and smack yourself in the face..................................
two times then read this.......sssssuuuuucccccckkkkkkeeeeerrrrrssssssss.........yawl are alright with me mannn

My day was good.
Work:
We finished early, shit usually get slow there times a year(Its nice outside nobody complaining)
I now realise what Uno Daniel has said about Blue Blood Blogger(B.B.B) is kind of having a true effect on me, You guys(Bloggers), have provoked me, leaving me feeling like, I am a highly opinionated dude...and i always seem to..forget it, I'll say it next time ..lol Yawl created a MONSTER

One or two things that Uno Daniels said about the BBB, I now can say that I can Identify
with, like seeing something happen and wanting to blog about or a thought that comes to my mind (usually something that would probably piss some of yawl off)...Its Just Me Tho
I can't lie my brain was storming today(at work I have a allot of time to think!And I like that!
Too much to write about all right now, plus I know yawl DON'T wanna to here what happened on my way home.....LOL Here we go... lighten up...tho.... OK!

Am just sitting in the bus with my music on. than I saw a Chinese dude and a Black chick come on. You should have seen the Kid bout 20 with the later Urban fashions On. The Girl stood at the front of the bus But very soon he said yo come on. Lets go to the back..... but guess what? That was where(G) am at. As she approached I noticed she looks good, we made eye contact. Than I thought to myself.... I don't have I girl,..... Its a free world,.... I can flirt.... whats wrong with what?

Her ass was nice and fat, couldn't help but noticed her butt cheeks printing out of her black jeans,and WAS just so happen to be in range to where my knees was at, she was leaning back.
even the white guy across from me gave me a look like YO 'that girls ass is fat'

(sorry yawl as am writing this my mom just came into my room to offer me at piece of Mango hmmmm Mango..... all done) Its also Raining a little. I feels so peace full and at home...aah no place like home...... what a great day! Anyways back to the story...

I gently pressed one of my knees up against her booty, like a mistake, she than looked around.....and boy oh boy
to my surprise..... she wasn't mad at all yawl... in fact she gave me a nice...big smile.
You know? the ones that says don't worry.... keep doing what ya doing.....I like it... smiles

her ass felt nice and soft against my knee, shit it even got me hard. I can't lie My dick was stiffer than a mutha fucka by the time they had to get off... lol am dying(I did this for about 8 -10 minutes). Than I thought to myself, Am gonna like this summer! sometime having a girl in the summer time can just be a bummer.

What A great day!.....Now I'll Post this very write up you're reading(if you got this far). and in the mean time Am a go eat my Dinner, home cook dinner, wash my.!#@$...(take a shower).........................................But I'll Hollllla...oh almost forget....got to double check... lol

I also have a next story to write, and don't worry its Way more pleasant. I'll post it by tonight or tomorrow morning... we'll see What Happens. Its called My Part Time Lover
...................................Welcome To My Block...........Home Boys N Girls...............................................

Guess Who's Blogging????? Riddle part 2

Disclaimer: pervious Post/ Riddle was for the victim so to speak. This one should be more obvious to the readers.


Ok I've been the topic of discussion time after time.
My name has been know for making the headlines.
You've read our stories, the good and the bad.
Am sure that you're aware of the romance we've had.

If you read between lines and make the right or a wild guess,
you might be surprised by the name that you get.
One things for sure you probably never would have expect.
Next thing's for curtain If I do get outed a whole lot of people is gonna be upset.
From the UK to the States, Canada to Nigeria.
My purpose in the blog world is to cause a little hysteria. Who's superior?

Call me immature call me all sorts of names, but LIKE IT OR NOT, you're now playing
my wowo little game.

This wasn't my original plan, just so you know, but as the plot thickens thats just how it goes.

I should apologize in advance, please abeg for forgiveness, even though I know words can't form a sentence to explain why I did this.

I know the fact still remains , I intruded your privacy(Victim), but thats why you'll always the the bigger person, because the only thing I found out, was that you had nohing to hide from me.(not that i suspected you)

Here's the give away.

The respect that I earned was casted away, on the day that our relationship passed away.

Alot of people now hate me.
And wish they knew where to locate me.
Well THIS IS WHERE AM AT. BUT THE REAL QUESTION IS HOW WILL YOU ESCAPE Me?

Qoute Of The Day: I got my back against a brick wall, straped in a circle, boxing with them suckers till my fist turn purple. Mamma told me, Son there'll be days like this. Don't wanna think so, I hit the drink and stay blitz.

Qoute For Another Day: know what fuck it.

Who's Up For A Little Riddle???

Riddle me this, Riddle me that. The person you thought who was gone, is finally back. Not like before, but closer than EVER. Figure me out if you think you're clever. I come as a friend, but am more like a stalker. I read all your thoughts, and follow your path. You know me, and I know you, but you know less about me, than i know about you. The more you disclose, the closer I get. Remaining me of times, before I had left. What will happen? I don't know. Lets just see how the story goes Ask yourself the questions: Would it be? Or is my imagination playing tricks on me?